I have never been popular in my class. You know, those guys were always making fun of me... But since I have found one REALLY great friend in class, i dont care about the other people there. Well, some time ago, one boy from class has started to talk to us quite a lot. That surprised us at first, especially me . You know, I am "scared" of people from the class little bit. I am worried to let them closer to me, because I dont want to be hurt anymore. Fortunately that boy turned out to be different. he is such a great boy! Dreamer, the biggest dreamer I know. and very caring. We have become quite close friends with him, me, my old friend ( girl ) and he ( i am gonna call him "that boy" ). And there is my problem. I think he might have crush on me. I am not sure, but .. when we talk online, it just seems so. He talks a lot to me online. But in school, he talks more with my old friend. really more. no, I am not jealous, it just confuses me. Sometimes, he lookes at me for a very long time. but I guess he does this to my old friend too. Or am I just overrealizing it? Today, my old friend kinda started talking about this theme. I was like " yeah, I know that boy likes both of us just like friends, nothing more". but she answered " are you sure? I know he likes ME just like friend, but he might like you more...." They talk a lot online too, and he tells her a lot about himself. I am really confused. does he like me more? I dont want to believe to it, i dont want to be disappointed again. And more, if he really liked me more, would that influence friendship in our little group? I dont want to break this friendship..i was searching for something like that for ages! And the biggest question, if he liked me more, would it hurt my old friend? I am sure she doesnt want to break our friendship as well. it means so much for btoh of us. What do you think? what should i do? I am soooo confused. thank you all, E.
