and the grinch's heart grew 3 sizes that day

I miss my baby.

that's it. I would call him but I already did so I'm telling ya'll

*makes sad little girl face*

I lonely

 

I know the feeling.

 

sorry, Lodog

now I feel so stupid, my bullshit doesn't compare to what your going through

 

arghhhhhhhhhh I hate waiting on men, I refuse. I have a system if they don't call me when they say they will i wait double the time it took for them to call me before I'll call them or acceot their calls if they don't have a reason. (ie if a guy says he'll call on thursday and doesn't call untill saturday i will not accept his calls unti'll the following wednesday) if it happens too much i see other people. If somone doesn't think enough of me to call when they say they will i don't think enough of them for them to be my only boyfriend-simple and easy. i ont have a lot of patience for the typical male bull shit that is commonly accepted in our society and if whoever I'm with has a problem with it they can hit the door and find a girl who will deal with limitless shit but that girls not me.

 

That's very complicated, you must have that written down someplace.

 

hah oh my god no I just don't like flakes and I wanna give them a chance after not calling because shit happens or maybe their nervous but it's hard because I loose interest from them not calling when they say they will. why is this so hard to understand. flakiness= not an attractive quality

 

Shit missfontella how disappointed I am.


You used to be so hard. What the fuck happened to you?

 

aw i am sorry you are lonely right now. I have been there and done that before. Thankfully though, I have no one in my life at the moment, so i dont have to sit and wonder when they are going to call. Thankfully my kids are always running here or there, having school shit going on, needing to read a book, i guess that fills the loneliness that I would probably have if my kids were not around.

 

ok, let me clear this up

we live together and he's watching his kids (thank god, its almost over). He'll be home in the morning but back watching the kids tommorrow night, then it will be done. But I've been going through this for the last 3 nights so I'm just feeling it tonight

I miss him. Its weird sleeping by myself

 

I know, me too.

I barely recognize myself. My life is better. I'm in love. Hard to be a bitter bitch with a life as blessed as mine. What can I say?

 

I don't know.

I would have, at least, appreciated a 'fuck off' or something of the like.