A few nights ago I had the most insane trip after taking about 4 hits of white blotter acid with some friends. I just can't tell if you would consider it a bad trip or not. We definantly made the mistake of taking it while my parents were home (when there is acid available its reallllly hard to wait), but we planned on staying outside so we didnt think it would matter. Well, it kicked in seriously about 10 minutes after we dropped, and right away i got the most extreme body buzz, closely followed by insane spins and laughing fits. We went outside to start a fire which was just impossible. We pretty much threw a few logs together randomly, dumped gasoline on them, and set a box of matches next to the mess. We gave up on the fire and went to look at the fish pond in my yard, but we couldnt figure out how to turn the underwater lights on, and it was dark out, so that didnt work out. But once we got up there, there were these colors just whipping all around, it was like wind, but colorful, and the tree branches were all drippy and looked like they were trying to grab us. We all confirmed that we were hearing a clicky noise that was also all around like wind, and it would get louder when it went by the ear. We went into my garage and turned on the lights, and just observed the energies coming out of us and all around us in awe. We decided to try and go for a walk but it was to dark and we forgot a flashlight, so we made the mistake of going inside to get one. My mom was downstairs so we freaked out and retreated to my bedroom. No way were we gonna make it back outside now. We had what seemed like 30 sticks of incense burning, some ravi shankar playing, cigarettes all lit up(i would never normally smoke in my house), candles going...we were gettting verrry excieted. My friend was sitting on the bed talking non stop about how he had no fucking clue what was going on and how there was no way he was gonna leave the house without fucking something up, but dont get me wrong, he was having an excellent time. I was lying on the floor listening to him and it felt like my mind was about to...outgrow my body i guess?? I had no idea what friend was saying anymore but he was definantly building up lotsss of energy in me, so i hopped up, grabbed a magic marker and started drawing all over my walls. I walked out of my room(oops), woke up my parents(oops) and started asking them for peoples phone numbers so i could call them and invite them over. they grunted and fell back asleep, so i ran downstairs and grabbed the phone and started calling friends(i thought everyone in the world felt like i did, and that they all needed to get to my house so we could have an orgy or something). well, things get hazy now, because my mind did indeed outgrow my body and i had no more contact with anything physical in nature. in my mind i was having a profound spiritual experience that i wont get in to, and every now and than an image would flash by of my friend yelling at me, or my mom yelling, or my girlfriend crying, but i was just like awww i love them. sooo i learned the meaning of life and where i stood in it and stuff like that, and i was just about to unite with the godhead when i woke up. what is all that writing on the wall? why is my room destroyed? where did god go??? have i reincarnated???? i walked downstairs, utterly confused...writing on the floor, broken stuff...scary flashbacks of me burning my mothers possesions in the fireplace with a satanic grin on my face. i walked upstairs to the guest room...sure enough there is my girlfreind, lying awake, looked like shed been crying. i asked her what happened and she was like..."you really dont know?" she explained that i went crazy, got in a fight with my friend, he drove off on 4 hits of acid, i ran around my house naked laughing and dancing, burnt stuff, broke stuff, etc...and eventually my mom had chilled me out and got me in bed and that was that. i still felt like i had some unfinished spiritual goal i was working towards, but i had already forgotten what it was...i tried explaining everything to girlfriend but i couldnt put it into words. we went back to sleep and i woke up feeling apathetic, hopeless, and depressed. i saw no more hope for spirituality, therefore, no more hope for anything. i sorted everything out with whoever i called that night, and with my mom(fortunatley my dad slept through it all). friend made it home all right driving, and we also sorted everything out, we agreed we were both tripping way harder than planned and that we were not at all our normal personalities, so whatever happened didnt matter. so baack to my original question.. bad trip or not? i mean, in my head, it couldnnt have been more perfect, but outside, in the physical world, shit went down, and i almost burnt my house down and almost lost a friend. ive tripped since then, and its been great everytime, but for a while there, i contemplated giving up on drugs and spirituality altogether...
A few nights ago I had the most insane trip after taking about 4 hits of white blotter acid with some friends. I hope one day while "taking about 4 hits of white blotter acid with some friends". you stub your toe on a grammar / spell checker. after your head clears, we can begin talking about aya. For god sake use paragraphs!
Sorry about that...I don't normally post in forums, guess I thought it would be safe to just type away.
Hmm bad trip or not? Were you drowning with terror? Hmm but from parts i have read really fucked up stuff seemed to happen in your house. That's not the kind of trip i like.
yeah that sucked, but i had no control over my body at all and had no idea what it was doing, so i dont know if that counts.
You didnt suffer a traumatic experience, but I would say your friends and mom did, so they had a bad trip.
You have to leave before losing control....Cuz when you lose it you can't leave. Be careful with your doses...
