My biggest fear of all though is coming into my kids' bedroom and finding one of them not breathing. I don't like even saying that, it bothers me so much. But I get so afraid. I go in and check on all of them a couple times a night, just to be sure they're all okay, to see their little chests rise and fall. And if I can't see it, I always put my hand on them so that I can feel it. I don't know what I'd do if something ever happened to any of them. I seriously think I'd go insane. I love my kids so much it hurts.
