maybe today, i like to consider my day off i don't know why, i haven't done anything for it to be considered that but hey, it's a good day i feel like lazin' around, maybe writing something later maybe drawing something who knows but right now, i'm gonna take a few bong hits and if anybody wants to they should talk to me on aim or msn my addy thingies are right there under me name feel free to talk to someone high this, of course, isn't because i'm bored but thought'd be interestin' yup =D
^^^^^^^^^^^^ my life.. everyday.. minus the bong hits (well, at least not EVERYday) everyday is a day off in heathers world
i'm starting to realize, myself, that that is beginning to be every day in my world as well... =/ oh well, i'll take it =)
since coming back home about 3 weeks ago, i've been a hermit, but it's been amazing. i've been seeing a friend mayyybe once a week, maybe 2 times. before i left, i think i would have been bored stifffff but, just a lot of relaxxxing and taking it slowwwwww and easyyyyyyy really finding myself =) i wish i could be smoking the good herb though =\. my body's telling me i should be laying off for a while =\ oo, how i miss a guiltless high, a freee soul high. =\ behh, tis all good =) i'm getting some for newyears, whether my body likes it or not =P
haha awesome man i problem shouldn't have smoked that earlier though i wasn't* deserving of it =/ *lol, that said "was" for a while there... =/
ehhh, i didn't wanna imply remotelyyyy that you shouldn't be smoking =P. i used to wake up and hit the bong every morning, every lunchtime, every night =P and things were beautiful. as long as your soul is restin easy with it, toke on! for me, personally, ehhh, i needed a little hiatus from it, you know? goodness knows one day i'll be right back in the rotation =P
i need a good clean break from it i think that'll be my new year's resolution =P not one of those "okay it's been three days" sorta deals =P and i smoked enough last night it should last me 3 months why did i do that again? eeh....
i remember back in highschool, 11th and 12 grade, me and 3 friends would put together on a cheap ounce of regs every friday, like 60$ between us, and just roll up blunts galore =P sit out on the patio and talk for hours =) i remember driving around with my friends, alll the time, just smoking and listening to music =) laying down and bed, smoking a joint, listening to grateful dead. sailing away through Beautiful lands =) good good memories =) cleaning up is alright if you feel you truly gotta, you know? i feel horrible man =P i feel like i provoked this decision =( if you're enjoyin your herb man, toke toke toke!* but, if it's inside you man... dont be afraid of it* it is a beautifullll thing. i just learned moderation is a must for me nowwadays =\ i wish it wasn't so, but it is. but, i can't complain, i see why =) EDIT: FUCKKK i seem like a parent =P do your thing bro**
