I cant get her out of my head even if I know I should....she is the perfect girl for me but she is playing with me for 1 year now...why cant I get her out of my fukin head!!! I feel so shitty, waiting for her calls in silence, waiting till she change her mind and everyday wishing that she'll call me and tell me that she is not affraid anymore of relations... huh
just wanna share my feelings with you guys, since I'm home, half drunk after a "let's drink to forget" with a buddy of mine who just broke up...lol
If she's the perfect girl she wouldn't be playing games with you. Just realize she's out of your league and move on. -Litos
Although it's not really the same situation since I don't play mind games, I can tell you that it is unhealthy to hold onto something like that. I was living with and dating a guy who fell in love with me that I did not return the feelings for. He fell hard and it took me a lot to get him to let go. He was in major denial for 7 months. I even told him to move out. I hated watching the guys heart break everyday but I had to move on. Anyway, my point is now he hates me and is completely bitter about everything that was between us. It sucks that he had to hurt himself even more by holding onto something that just wasn't there. My advice is try your best to get over her and move on. Love that isn't going to happen is not worth that kind of heartache.
Not really. I do agree that if it was meant to be he wouldn't be suffering the way he is but you can still suffer from things out of your control even if you end up staying with the person regardless.. What if you fall in love with someone that later on develops Cancer or any other illness that could cause such horrible suffering. Or suffering together when you don't have money to pay your bills or put food on your table. Or suffering when you lose a child or a loved one.
It sounds like she enjoys seeing you disheartened by her selfish games. She'll probably keep fucking with your head/heart as long as you let her.
I should not be gay, and I know I should take some distance, but everytime I do take some distance, she act closer and interest, and when I think it's all good, well it's not, lolll anyways, I'm quiting my job tomorrow ( I found a better one) and we were working togheter, so since I will no longer work there, I'll see if she really care about me or if I was just an intellectual whore.
