Ever Feel Watched?...

Let me tell you. There is watching someone over everybody! I have peace with it now but deciced relatives come and visit me when I want to. Once I was in a friends house. He went for some coffe. And there its walked right beside me. I saw it for five seconds. I was scared as hell. Later my friend told me that the house had a history. I told him this and he had the same thing a couple of weeks ago. Now its starting to get normal for me. I can call them If I like. They help me.

 

No one watches me. If they try, the voices scare them away.

 

being watched isn't the problem, as long as i don't have to know about it. what concerns me is people messing up other people's lives on the basis of drawing irrational conclusions from what they see.

 

yup

 

Haha, not funny.

 

i lived in an ex hippie commiune that fell apart after a party where 4 people droped acid and decided to jump off the roof. i believe these souls still live in the house because i will some times walk threw warm spots and some times you can smell bizare smells and you can just since that you are safe i cant explain it im scared as shit of the dark but in this house i just feal safe. it is now a horse farm and when the horse farm first opened a man fell off and broke his neck and died and no lie one time i was in the ring and i called my dad over to open the gate for me because i did not want to dismount to open the gate. he was at least 50 seconds walk from the gate and i turned away for a second and turn back to see my dad still walking towards the gate and the gate was wide open what opened it... well i hope it was the wind put the wind cant un hook a chain

 

the more people have reasons to worry about each other the more incentive they have to want to know what each other is doing without being known that it is themselves doing so. we are, i don't think, any of us, an exception to this.

so thing about feeling like you're being watched is just take it as a given that you are, or at least might be, and let it go at that. that you are and that you are not, are equal possibilities at just about all times.

just be sure and do what you can feel right and good about doing and having done, even if someone or some many might dissaggree with you as to what is.

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