weird problems

LOL i love how everyone stopped talking about it once he said that

 

thanks alot for that reply... Ive found a good thing lately to stay in reality, and its.. not being alone .. When i go to school, it helps me get back to reality... Ive realised that when i go mad its mostly after school on dark nights for some reason... when i have nothing else to do but think, when it goes too far though i usually just go play some music to cool me down... And I doubt I have schizophrenia, I mustve taken other psychedelics dozens of time since that bad trip lol... but i think... once you gain that certain consciousness, youll have it for the rest of your life.

 

Jeah i reconize that, I always used to think too much in the evenings in bad periods. If you need to talk you can always add me to msn ( mordiana@gmail.com ) Goodluck with it.

 

how do I say this nicely....


a lot of that is just part of being a teenager. Rampaging hormones + high school = mental fucking hell. I'm not trying to minimize it, but on the plus side you will definitely grow out of it! If nothing else, you could find a good counsellor until you're more able to deal with it on your own. It's shitty but most people go through something similar around 12-20 sort of a range

 

It is; but its deffinatly a possible side effect of the long term thingy of a bad trip. The feelings of confusion and loss of reality when alone have A LOT to do with psychedelics. Don't just shove this away under age; most people in that age group do not all get this.

 

We should steal his beard!!

 

ah, puberty, facial hair, bad mushroom trips
they're all common occurences of life
things pass, remember that

(although i too am feeling a tad bit of depression right now, meh)

 

I went through puberty and can grow a moustache. That is bragable

 

I went through puberty. But I can't grow a mustache. .. In my case, I think thats good

 

Yea seriously, I look at most of the kids at my high school, and Im sorry, but they are almost 95% a lovely ignorant bunch, who never question themselves... I think, what Im going through, is a certain questioning/drug phase, cause honestly, I talk to some people my age about what Im living, and theyll just be like "dude you're just fucked, life is fun, just drink, get wasted, have fun".,. but whatever... Im actually happy to have that certain way of thinking.

 

It's hard to explain but i get confused with life sometimes when I think ( I KNOW I KNOW VERY RARLY) I always wonder why are we making these luxuries around us is it all worthwhile. Why are we making things like shampoo bottles and useless stuff like that. I find it hard to explain but every now and then when i think about it hard enough i can explain it. Just try to think of why we have everything around us and really what is the point in it.

 

I sometimes have weird problems, but i got the cream, and thedoctor says it will all be okay

 

Beards are so sexy.

 

mm damnstraight!