anybody ever feel like every time they closed their eyes it was like death? that was the only real scary part about my (first) trip other than that it was alright and by alright i mean awesome
anybody ever feel like every time they closed their eyes it was like death? ===> there is a death here for sure: but just what/who is dying and into where as much as i really relate to the feeling that makes us want to use words like "death" here when trying to come to grips with this Mystery journey i am also called to reflect on Sal opens us (or ME anyway) up to a much wider deeper sensitivity to the wonder that is being alive. i get the intuition, esp as She fades, that Sal is an incredible teacher about the eternal nature of energy and consciousness and that ideas like "death" are really more ideas and that actual death, like life is happening all the time to us in a million ways that we are usually unable (uninitiated?) to fully feel and appreciate. that was the only real scary part about my (first) trip ===> 100% bro. with ya. other than that it was alright and by alright i mean awesome ====> wasn't until my 4th trip, just a week ago or so, that i was somehow moved to open my eyes and even move about a bit..... a whole new dimention to the journey there to be explored (WITH a "sitter"!!!!!). what a wonder! what a door way!
