so uh, i finally tried salvia divinorum oh man, it was crazy i dunno what happened to me, but i know during the whole "30 second super intense high" i had a really bad trip i started freaking out like crazy (i think) i just remember that for my first time, i was all anxious and like "oh man, new drug!" (perhaps where i went wrong) well, i got the first hit, and i didn't really know how much of a hit i was supposed to take, so i took a big one (actually probably here) after, RIGHT after i inhaled i looked over at my friend who i passed it to and, oh man, the whole world went fuckin' crazy, wavy lines and all it freaked me out and then i started talkin' in slow motion "ohhhh maannnn, tthhiisssss iissss ccrraaaazzzzyy" and then i apparently blacked out, during which (i'm told) my eyes rolled in the back of my head and i turned blue i don't remember much, but i apparently got up and everyone was talkin' to me, and everything was just crazy reality looked like a flipbook and it freaked me out i didn't realize that i was myself and everything just felt separated i stood up and knocked everything on his dresser over and then they sat me down on the "comfy chair" every time i closed my eyes i thought i was going to die my friend jared and my friend matt were on both sides of me and i was holding on to them after i regained somewhat sanity i felt like i had to reassure myself of everything "jared, is that you? matt?" it was crazy, but THEN, THEN everything went to like super awesome and i snapped back into reality and i looked out the window and saw the clouds around the moon, but i couldn't see the moon so i went outside and looked at the moon and then everything was instantly better and then i felt completely free of everything that has ever held me back of anything i told everybody exactly what i felt about them, like truly, something i could never do i was just so pure with love and fellowship and so happy to have the friends that i had after the crazy bad trip i just had the world's most awesome high it was great i'll do it again (but this time i know what i'm in for)
that made for interesting reading and it reminds me of my first salvia trip too... ahhh memories... glad you werent scared off tho, and it gets easier, trust me
haha, yeah seriously, every time i closed my mind i went "ahh, death!" and it really freaked me out but when afton (the supplier and good friend) said "ya gotta tell him it's just a drug" i immediately went "oh yeah" and kept tellin' myself "it's just a drug" lol, and then i went "DON'T SMOKE IT!!" that's how scared i was at first =P and then when i realized that i was alright, and everything was cool i was just like "oh man, this is awesome" that "Free" feeling was the best feeling ever
aww, thank you i probably wasn't too beautiful during the first part of my trip though =P though now i'm sittin' here chillaxin' in my room smokin' a bowl i think that's a beautiful thing from time to time =)
no problem and haha yes, i bet you werent. i dont think anyone is at the very beginning of their salvia trip i know i sure as hell aint! i videotaped it one time... watching it back was insane! and yes, i love just chillin in my room alone... smokin a bowl and enjoying life
haha, yeah, i did it all wrong mainly because i've only ever smoked pot that's all i had to compare it to which is bad because it was nothing like it so i guess it just all caught me completely off guard and that's why at first i couldn't handle it but now i know what it's all about i'm ready for it again =) (just a bit of a smaller does this time =S )
Yeah, I've heard that doing salvia can really make you disconnect from the world around you---they say people around you and distractions like music and television become really insignificant and/or annoying. I'd like to try it, but can't find anyone to watch and make sure I don't impale myself with a fork or something while high lol.
ooh...i wouldnt think salvia and pot would be that closely related to each other i've done mushrooms and acid, so i know what an hallucinagin can do, and what "tripping" can be like. but i've never had trouble with them cause i always expect the worse, but end up having the time of my life but its good to know what happens now for you, so that next time you can have more fun!
what x extract was it? how'd you guys smoke it? i'm thinking of taking a little bit of some low extract with me and a friend on a hike. we'll be fasting and silent, and really doing our thing out there together - i think it'd be a nice way to end it up on the last night =) would you suggest? i remember i tried it once, but it was in a dorm room, and it was a HIGHHH extract - threw me into another world completely. everything was like a rob zombie, crazy clown town, and fuckkk, i mean, fuckk. i ran up to my room, threw off my clothes, and started jumping around like crazy =P. i dont wanna do that again, but i definitely saw it's potential, if it were like 1/10 the extract!!! =P.
i think it was ten x and we smoked it out of a bowl and i had never done any hallucinogen beforehand i got the first hit and wasn't sure how much i should take in so i took a big one lol, not a good idea but hey, i'll know better next time
Hey it doesn't matter what you call it as long as roll it and smoke it down. At least that is my philosophy.