So I used to sell pot....that was my occupation......I had tons of friends....good friends.....loyal friends......and iw as good to them....most of them didnt smoke which was convenient ..... Well I had one particular friend named "M"....he was my best friend.....i mean he was more loyal then you could imagine...he didnt even smoke pot but if we were driving down the road he woul hold my weed even though i never asked him to do that....he said " well if you get pulled over, you cant get out and run, but i can and im black, so the po po will never see me lol......best friend......so then i started doing COKE ICE AND CRACK.....staying up for ten days at a time.....needless to say... i lost all my friends, lost my girl, lost my job cause i was too paranoid to sell pot, no no no instead i pushed everyone elses shit for them so i could get all the free shit i needed....and did it all........so one day i am sitting in this house when about thirty people pull up..... "M" being one of them....one of the guys hated me and told me to come outside, but i had "decided to quit dope" and was too week to even move. so thsi guy cam eup and beat me senseless with everyone watching....I had officially fallen off of my throne......havent talked to any of them except my ex since then, i only talked to her to apologize....wel today i went to see "M" and feeling completely humbled and just out there..i went to see him...he came out and was grinning at me, but i was shaking.....i told him iwas ashamed of myself and how sorry i was and how i hav eben clean for 8 or 9 months...he forgave me and now we are gonna chill......it feels so good because i was jsut going to apologize, but he accepted me back into a friendship without me even asking....that is one less burden i have to carry now
