Not gay but...

Thank you greengoddess, for the advice and insight, and discussing this with me. Maybe I could meet a bi-male to explore with, since a bi-male may understand where I am coming from better than someone who totally just likes men. I did however just finish sending my friend another email asking him if he felt turned on a little by it all, because in one of the previous emails to him, I kind of hinted that I layed there with him on me, because I was experiencing it as something different, so I think he is aware that I somehow thought it was pleasurable, and he isn't saying anything negative about it.

So I brought it up again in the email I just sent him, saying I was awake for about 20 minutes before he woke up, and just feeling the experience of his cheek on my erection. I also told him how I saw and could feel his erection on my lower leg then too.

Still waiting for his reply, but I am sure he is at luinch break and just hasn't got back yet.

 

well I hope everything goes well... you might just need to talk to him about it for awhile.. get him more used to the idea if he's nervous...
it is true, he didn't say anything negative...

 

Thanks, and no he never said anything negative, just that he thought it felt "different" too. So wouldn't he figured I sort of didn't mind it, and was maybe interested?

Also, while we were all getting dressed in the morning, his erection would go away and come back a few times, so it seems more to me than just a morning woody, because usually a morning woody goes away once and that is it. His like mine, kept reappearing as we gathered our clothes up from everywhere around the room since we likely threw them off when we were drunk as I barely recall. Our other friend did not have an erection, I was checking it out at the time, and he never got hard.

 

Thats SOooOoo Hot !!!

 

I received a very interesting email today from my friend. I thought he wasn't going to write back after what I implied in my last email to him, and we haven't spoken since, so this email makes my day.

He admitted that he did not think I was his girfriend at all, and that he was aware of his actions. He thought I was aware as well which is why he tried to cover up when he thought I didn't know for sure what happened. He was expecting me to call his bluff, but I didn't. He said he was too embarrassed to tell it before, but after the way I came across in my email to him, that he is taking the chance that I wont hold it against him.

He said he woke up 3 or 4 times that night to find himself with his face on my penis. He said he originally was using my body as a pillow, but ended up on my penis. He said the last time he remembered waking, that he seemed very turned on by it, and that I started getting hard while he was playing around a little by rubbing his face against it. He thought I was awake and going along with it at that point, but just keeping my eyes closed, because I also spread my legs a little he said and I got real hard.

He said he was humping on my leg and started giving me a blow job and just must have fell back asleep. That's all he remembers until he woke up and saw himself there and it was daylight so he moved off before our other friend saw us.

 

wow... well maybe he WOULD like to further explore the idea... lol
well you got your wish.. hehe..

 

Hi goddess, I just wrote back to tell him in the same word you used "wow", and I told how I could not stop thinking about the feeling it gave me to have him sleeping with his face on my erection. I told him what he said makes me excited to hear. I ended it by asking him if he would ever consider doing anything like that or just hang out naked with me again.

 

This is sooooooo HOT!!!! WOW!

*Runs to find vibrator*

 

Woo hoo!


He emailed me back just a bit ago, and said he definitely would like to hang out in the nude with me again. He suggested Friday night, and said we could stay naked all if I was into it. He joked about sleeping the "same" way as well.

I am so excited that I can barely wait. This is great news. Great. Interesting how both us are so into females, yet this is so exciting.

BTW: DMGreen, I checked out your profile and gallery, and I think my situation isn't the only thing that is "soooo hot" around here.

 

wow... that is really hot, I wish that would happen to me

 

I am soooo happy for you! This way you two can comfortably explore this and take it from there. YAYAYAYA!!!! You have to let us know how it went...in detail cause it just sounds so hot!
(And thanks PowerMaster for your kind comments on my gallery :& )

 

well... have fun, hehe ....

I hope everything goes well...
let us know..

Hollie*

 

yes, tell everyone how it goes..

 

Thanks everyone, I will definitely let you all know. Your support and well-wishes mean a lot to me.

 

Geee hope it all works out for ya mate.. sounds like it could be good

 

. i have a slight idea of what went on.

 

Well I guess I finally should tell what happened. Been so busy with the holidays.

He showed up at about 7:30pm, and it was not as awkward as I was starting to think it would be when I answered the door. He said he couldn't wait to get undressed all the way over here. Neither could I, I told him, and he said "should we?". So we got naked immediately, and we both went hard almost immediately too.

I put our clothes in the bedroom, and we sat on the floor in front of the fireplace. I had it real warm for the occasion. He talked while sitting there with our legs crossed in front us, and our hard-ons were sticking straight up from behind our feet.

After a bit, I laid on my side, and then he did and we were facing each other and were much closer. I laid on my back and was right in front of him, and he said remember us sleeping?

I said yes, and we both said how strange, but erotic it was, and he asked if we could pretend we were doing it, and I was so excited, that I said yes right after asked. I was almost shaking with excitement. We both were breathing heavy, and he laid his cheek on my penis with the rest of his body between my legs. Right then it was all over because he started sucking and licking me, then humping my leg, and we both orgasmed after like 10 minutes.

We slept in my bed naked later on, after drinking a few drinks that night, nude all evening, and playing cards. We did the same before bed, and again that next morning.

We have spoke since then and decided after holidays to do it again.

 

Wow,that's awesome!I'm so happy for you,and jealous at the same time

 

Treyola,

You say you are "jealous", does that mean you are gay? I ask, because all my life I never desired anyone that wasn't a female, and I still do. I don't actually "desire" my male friend the way I do females, but it sure is fun. It just kind of turned out this way, and was is not something I looked for. I don't think I could fulfill my desires just with a male at all, it's just something different to play around with.

 

I'm happy that it worked out.

if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?