Lately I've been feeling..not myself? I feel like I'm getting so caught up in school, and things that don't really matter to me, but I can't help it. I feel like I haven't painted in a while, haven't played guitar, haven't just sat and read or write, haven't been meditating, doing things that are ME. This is just lately, in the past couple of weeks or so..but I've noticed these past months I've changed too. Which is okay, I've matured and such..but lately, I don't like it. I feel like I haven't learned anything new, haven't identified with much..usually I enjoy reading the religion forums and such on here, usually I am interested in expanding myself, going somewhere..but not lately. And it's hard because I feel like I've almost lost sight of some of my dreams..right now I should be getting things together to volunteer overseas this summer as I've wanted to do for so long, and always been so passtionate about. And..I just can't, I feel like that spark isn't there right now, anymore. I don't feel like myself. I don't feel like I'm an artist, an actress, that I know every Beatle lyric..I don't feel right. And I don't like it. Does this make sense, has anyone gone through this..any thoughts..advice?
"The aim of life is to know thyself." That's what keeps me going. It's like you have to know who you are to know where your going and to help others. So play guitar, meditate, write, paint, if you want to. Just know who you are.
Why are the so many new people? Was this happening before I came here? I'm not upset, I'm just surprised.
actually she's been here for a while... formerly surfhipE or however it was spelled haha, ive been so caught up in school too.. sadly... but ive been inspired... i finished 7 hours of school work in 3 and a half today, just so i could play music, im determined man determined ahaha... but anyways... fake asick day, and just lay in bed all day, or go lay in the snow, or just laze around... i had one of those a while ago though it wasnt exactly fake... you gotta escape from time to time to keep your sanity
