talk about anti social...coming out of Harry Potter tonight, (in my opinion, a really bad, dark perverted (for small kids movie,) i told some parents in line that they shouldn't let there 3-6 year olds see it cause it was dark and violent and people looked at me like i was some kind of freak from hell! You are the same birthday as my daughter Kelly, the DAY OF ALLURE. But it is also the week of Drama and Critisism, so there is a natural tendency to just be critical. Hang in there and develope your sense of compassion and detachment. We all have ur isssues, and you are going to be spending the rest of your life learning how to modify your personality to get along with other sometime assholes. It is part of life. It is hard work, but you are not alone.
i just read some of your other posts. Something is telling me this may be nutritional. There is a possibility that you need some b vitamins. you are on the right track though because you are willing to lok at yourself honestly, so this puts you way ahead of alot of people. You also need a complete astrology profile. Go log into www.astro.com and get your chart done for free. You could have some scorpio issues or other aspects that are bringing this up for your life lessons. It is going to be ok, don't worry, there is nothing wrong with you, you are just on your spiritual path and will get this worked out in time.
ok, here i go again, always trying to be a help to you young kids out there struggling along! I will put Gary G's text in paraphrased one liners for brevity's sake. As i always say, go get Gary Goldschneiders 3 books: "Secret Langauge of: Birthday's, Destiny, and Relationships." sorry that this is somewhat scrambled and chaotic. i am just taking it out of his book quickly. hope it helps brother! l October 22 1988 = The Way Of Devotion. Must find something to devote your life to. more of a calling than a life path. Men and women on this path tend to be somewhat enigmatic and solitary loners. Fond of puzzling over conundrums or philosophies at length. Seeing what really matters to them. Symbolic of the archtypical hero's journey~ one often involving a quest, of loss and redemption...sense of something missing from their lives. Unique among their peers, significant struggle, while exibiting strength, courage and conviction. Unusual individuals, suffer from social rejection at some point in their lives. Struggle is built in , needs submission to a higher value. Core lesson: devote themselves to their hearts desire. Both worriers, they will analyze and ponder any issue ad infinitum. Living in their heads, they need to listen to their hearts and not be afraid of what they will really find there. Lot's of struggle with inward reclusive path, needing to reexamin childhood scripts that make them feel unwanted or unloved. learn to drop self- critical attitudes and free themselves of any negative thought patterns. Honoring your Higher Calling is key. Great empathy for others with tendency to self pity. Great capacity for for intimacy and affection to one relationship or form of beauty. Deeply dedicated to loved ones , can be deeply hurt as well, need resolve to accept profound relationships for all they entail. Dedication and devotion to loved ones, a cause or ideal is great strength. can navigate hero's journey with mythic proportions in the minds of others ~they can be viewed as hero's themselves. Not entirely comfortable with that icon, can grudginly accept the type of hero worship but never really feel part of the mainstream.So vitally important to work with others inintimate ways to keep spiritual balance, not becoming withdrwn, a natural tendency. Oct 19-25 Challenge: overcoming even the smallest hint of self-pity. Fulfillment: adopting a more farsighted and philosophical aproach to pursuing their dream. FROM ME:So, basically, you are going through this anger phase to get yourself worked up about hurting others so you can idetify with their pain. it makes you feel isolated and alone, because that is exactly the way this path can make you feel! These are the dynamics that have to be in place so you can find your true calling and become a hero to others. You are going to be called to serve on a large scale, keep your faith in the higher power that inspires and motivates you and try to forgive yourself and don't buy into that sense of personal faliure.Develope your sense of compassion, like i said originally. you are destined for greatness.
btw, gypsychild...since you are admittedly socially challenged, FYI it really is unkind to put people down and call them nuts, you won't be makin' too many friends here if you shoot your mouth off at *from the heart* posts. ps. you don't sound too sweet. and if you are so down on astrology, why did you bother to state that you are a libra?
it never fails...here is a quick synopsis of Oct 9, gypsychildblues 8 above's b.d.: The Day Of the Penetrating Gaze...."ability to see into the lives and events of those around them with an accurate, critical eye, but they may have a big blind spot when it comes to themselves, particularly when thrown off their balance in an emotional encounter." So while your understanding of chicago-typerwriter issue is empathetic, you are still being *mean and somewhat direspectful* to some one else, which is totally uncalled for. I won't hold a grudge, don't worry, but try to understand i know wtf is up.
October 9, gypsy child: Those born on this day are often found in professions where they can make use of their knowledge of human psycology. They have a great talent for guiding others to their full potential and showing how goals can be attained. Extremely encouraging and positive to those they serve....must learn to navigate their own course with comparable skill. Also they must not be ashamed to ask for advice or help. Their blind spot concerning their behaviour can be overcome with patience and inner work. Above all, those born on this day should beware of carrying around unhealed psychological & spiritual wounds. ~lovin'ya sista, otter PS. chicago-typewriter, as you can see, anti- social bullshit gets to all of us and it can make us all feel insecure! It pains me to be mean too! But there is truth in astrology and a few good b- vitamins never hurt anybody. sometimes, they can really calm ones nerves so that "natural tendencies" can be modified!
aww come on gypsychild, you can really say what you feel here! please put your post back in! it was really good advice!!! I am sorry i got offended! That was petty of me!!!! Come on, say what you feel, Chicago needs to hear from you!
Chicago_typewriter: this is really funny/wierd. my post inspired gypsychildblues8 to respond(with a great bit of advice i must say) but she put me (actually just what i said about your astrology and vitamins, just tryin to help ya,) down and i fired back a stern reply and she freaked out and removed her post and now i sound like a total ass, and this is all in response to your post saying that you feel like and ass for hurting other peoples feelings!!! what should i do? should i take my responses out? or should i let the irony speak for it'self? see, you are not the only one with this problem! i hate hurting anybody's feelings, but i guess i can come off as a bit of a bitch sometimes! this will prolly kill this thread! How ironic.
