anyone else here ever have the feeling of just being really close to your tripping partners of even just really good friends who are sober when your on shrooms. Well that happens to me when im on shrooms and once in a while when i smoke a rediculous amount of weed and am in the right setting. I have officially made it my life goal to transfer that close feeling to my everyday "sober reality". So anyway thats what i wanted to say and feel free to comment on this or what-ever any discussion in any form(even dissing) is welcome. by the way i do also realize that i have to take this path for myself and no one else can influence it because in order to do this i truely think i have to find what works for me and because none of you know me i cant take the comments you say to heart sry lol that being said post away brothers!!! -CT DEATH SQUAD!
I remember one time so vividly and intensely it's frightening.. My best friend and I were shrooming and we were sitting on my kitchen table eating chocolate chips, I get very emotional and she started talking about things, which eventually evolved into telling me a few things about myself, that probably I didn't want to hear at the moment. She told me that I talked to much about Jim Morrison when I tripped (hah) and I relied to much on him or something when I was tripping.. I remember feeling soo much undescribable hatred toward her that second, and it lasted for a while. I wanted to make her leave and never speak to her again..it was horrible and I never want to experience that feeling again. Of course I also have very intense feelings of love towards those I am shrooming with but that one memory is so clear in my mind and I try to not to think of it becuase it makes me a little sad, it was just so intense.
When I smoke Marijuana with my best friend, I hate it when we have to split up and go home because I hate being high alone sometimes.