Man, I find whenever something is deeply on my mind, all I ever do is randomly run across things in my life which relate to it. My boyfriend just moved to PA. Lately all I can do is sutmble across related entities.
Oh, moved to PA eh? That poor soul Actually it's not too bad...if you manage to escape the sections that are being mega-urbanized by NYC transplants, you can find some -great- beautiful outdoors.
Maybe you should look at things not through relating your own expireince, embrace an expanded quality... out of your own mind and perception... meditate perhaps... but it seems kind of funky to not got hrough your own exprience to figure things out
hmm I do the same thing sometimes. It's best to let go and let things come to you though, that way you know their true and not just your imagination...the brains a crazy thing though....