Tears flow in an alcholic haze, the flow hazes over my eyes. Love I feel inside for all beings and friends, tears drop because I am not well. Taste my tears, taste the salt, lap them up and fill your spirit with my sorrows. I still feel lucky though and appreciate what I do have, as the poor souls who's homes and lives have been wiped out around the planet... my sorrows do not even compair to those poor souls.
This is great...did you write this? I like this it makes me think of my beggar friend who I meet everyday at the bus stop
Thankyou's for the compliments as sad as the message of the poetry is. Yes, the words just flowed to me so I instantly typed them down, poetry just does flow from me as to how I feel sometimes but a lot I do not write down or anything. The poetry that comes just sometimes gives me comfort thankfully most of the time and keeps me half sane . Make art, you sound a bit like me, I sit down with beggars, share drinks and give them what I can, but also I mixed when I used to gig with miletary officers and their wives etc sipping champaign. Odd world aye? Hope your beggar friend stays well in this upcoming winter, as well as to us all on this planet + beyond.
chrome man, i seen your posts before, and i have a feeling we share much in our life experience, good intention vegged out kindness not wanting to hurt but being hurt, and finding hurt an inevitable and a sad funny truth of life and seeing so many hurt as well, having your heart broke that humanity as a whole has lost its connection to the spirit, and rejecting its gift and potential love, for a house and a cell phone but you still have MUCH to give, and you can save souls other than just yours and though it may not seem it someitmes, your soul is growing, karmic energy is increasing, and your becoming a true part of the whole hey man you ever try vanilla soymilk? lol, i bet youd make a good vegan : )
Now scarlit, this will take some answering of everything , but I'll try 1 bit at a time . But Soya is EVIL. I + friends experimented. We went WEIRD ! So I complained to Quorn about Linda Mcartney foods, + Linda foods soon dropped soya cos they tested + realised that it DID make people insane + that it caused part of her breast cancer. ( I know it sucks, but it was a true test ). Scarlet , I am a veggie biker hippie, I help flies outta the window etc lol. + yes, I do have a connection to spirit in ways, in which i know you do in what you have said Love, I do have problems, and I have to conquer them again. How can I give if I can not shine in my true light? Do not worry, I AM working on it. but I am on a slow suicide with alcohol. . . YES I know it is wrong, but I have personal reasons, but then again, I SO LOVE LIFE !!!! Ok Scarlet, I have to go now, I may be able to answer better tomorrow or when I can. but your words of encouragement have touched my heart . thankyou. I have a lot to reveal, I even trained a bit as a healer etc, but .. Not any matter. It is late tonight . I will try to explain more. But you are right about life, I can offer a lot maybe where or if welcome. Hugs to you love . I have a lot to dream about tonight + to sort out, as that is how my mind works. A good nights sleep, and something usually turns up . Does it work that way with you? HC
A good nights sleep or a good nap usually wakes me up feelin pretty good... lots of energy, just really there and in the moment. Unfortunatley, my schedule doesnt permit me sleepin like a real animal, when I please... What is soya??? I've never heard of that food or brand before. Silk soymilk is EXCELLENT, and at every conventional grocery store in organic form no more expensive than regular milk, MMMM. They also use wind power, very responsible hip company I think. I'm sipping a glass of it right now actually : ) So they tested their food on what, animals? Heard of that with things like shampoo and toothpaste, but never food??? Quorn is a name of a health food store right? Boy you really lost me when you started talkin about food, lol. Linda Mcartney dinners suck, they all have lots of dairy+cheese in it, which doesnt make sense to me? Afaik Paul is very into Peta and veganism? I could be wrong though. Alcohol is a nasty drug, and seems to bury me and myself furthur under than I've already buried myself. Reefer in moderation is okay and even helpful, but abuse just starts to mess with me. Abusing food also messes with me too. Flies, eh? LOL, what are you, some kinda tree hugger? They are egotistical sentient little things though, I do believe. Ever watch them groom their little legs? lol. I do feel guilty when moths or these other flying bugs sneak into my house because Ive left a door open and a light on. I sometimes feel like I can relate to them... I got curious what the light was, snuck in and now I'm stuck, lol.
I am still a little blank + it is late. I will get back when I can B.t.W. Quorn is a veggie product . I hope to be well soon. And, your sig... I know fantasy etc . I still have a baby tooth too he he. G'night
My anxiety just about pulls my fantasy tooth out sometimes, but I still manage to pull off some good ones sometimes. Most of the time, its RIGHT before bed...go figure, the one time I get inspired and wanna do something in this world is right before Im about to leave it for a while...and I get so inspired about what I'm gonna do with my life or the next day or something..then the next day, I go to do something I thought of the night before, and when I do, I feel no energy there at all and its like I lost that idea or action for the time being.Know what I mean? Guess I just force things too much sometimes.. I'm getting a lot better at it though, and my heart is learning : )
Well, what you could try, as my most firtile is in mornings like, is try to 'switch off' at night + get a good nights sleep, then the next morning when you wake up, just linger in bed for a hour or 3 drifting in your thoughts then + in + out of snoozes etc. That way you'll have the nice ideas, will have had a good nights sleep + will have the energy for the day . I do sympothise with you though as I used to find my head buzzing at night when I was trying to sleep + was knackered all the next day + I couldn't take it much longer, so it sortta switched around .
Lol, I do know what you mean though about having lots of ideas and it being too late. You on valium too for Anxiety b.t.w?
