I cannot wait for the semester to be over

Another college thread from me... sorry it must be getting boring.

I just can't stand it anymore... my schedule, I mean. Last night I didn't sleep at all, so I ended going to sleep after my Litterature class a 3 pm. I just woke up an hour ago (it's 5 am). I don't know what to do... the reason why I didn't sleep was because I had a paper to get done. I feel like shit.

I had to register my Spring classes yesterday, and I couldn't get into most of the classes I wanted, because they were closed, or because there was a prerequisite... which I'm taking this semester (3 of them!). Fucking sucks...
Oh well at least I got Friday off, but on Thurdays there an 8 o'clock to 10:45 am biology lab class... it's gonna kill me, but it's required as GE course.

 

blarg, I can't handle morning classes. I'm glad I got into my term two courses that I need to take

 

I have five papers due next week and my journal notebook due. Oh and I have a test next week. Lucky me.

 

why are we in college??

 

cuz, um, edumication is cool? I'm in because my parents offered to pay if I went in right after high school, and it'll make it easier to get a good job later on. and I enjoy learning, it's just I suck at mornings and some classes (requisites unrelated to my degree) are so boring I want to cry sleep or be violent (I can never seem to decide which)

 

i can't wait either... i realized that i don't want to be a physics major after it was too late to add anymore classes. so if i dropped any classes, i would go below 12 credit hours and i'd be unable to stay in the dorms. So, i'm stuck in math 124 (calculus) and physics 151... physics is incredibly difficult. I barely get any sleep monday and thursday nights because of homework and labs due. The labs are awful, and i'm almost sure that i'll be failing it even after all of this work.

next semester i'll be taking tons of gen eds, which will at least be better than physics.......... hopefully.

 

I know why I'm in college... but sometimes I feel like a masochist. I love being educated and I like the whole atmosphere... but... when I see what the load of work is doing to me, I wonder why I'm doing this to myself.

 

I love you, Laety. The pain is temporary, the knowledge is ever-lasting. Hang in there...

 

Oh I will... don't worry, I'm not gonna drop out. I just think I might need to get a doctor soon or cut it down to 4 classes a semester, and probably never get a job until I graduate...

 

Why do I read this stuff? I want to go to college and be under the impression that all it is is fun and partying. Just kidding, of course. Thankfully reading this is helping me understand the stress. Oh, yay only 2 more years.