anyone ever experienced this? is it possible? i think i did, but it was alot more like blacking out for an unkown time, and then waking up having absolutely no idea what life or anything was.
yeah that's basically the only word i could say for the rest of the night. not my definition of fun, but i would never regret doing it.
Yeah, that's not ego loss. That's consciousness loss. It's a side effect of smoking too much, also called an overdose (although that word makes it seem like it'd be harmful to the body, which it isn't). Ego border loss is when you feel merged with objects (or in more potent forms of ego loss, concepts, such as the universe or a god/dess), and true ego loss is when your mind acts as such a concept/object's mind; hence, you think the same way. If you merged with the universe, and had true ego loss, then your will would basically be the same as the universe's. I don't think that a pure and perfect ego loss would be attainable through Salvia.
yeah im pretty sure i overdosed with it. it was my first time trying it and i thought i was all cool for packing a fatty bowl of 20x and snapping it in one hit. thats what i get for being stupid.