Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

i dunno how it started but ever since i started doing drugs i becaume a hypochondriac and thats made me worried all the time about different diseises and shit. I think it is because when i am tripping i always think that im gonna die or some shit

 

Lies
I know it's stupid, but they blow my mind every time.
I'm just standing there looking at the person or government thinking "you dumb fuck, if you'd just been honest we wouldn't be in half the shit we are now"

 

hope..... and the human belief that such delusion is a good thing.....

 

Church! It had me convinced by the third grade that I should be a priest... what was I thinking!?!?

 

freedom was my biggest mindfuck. freedom means i can do my own thing. nobody mentioned the bullshit rules

 

thinking you're in love, and after years in a relationship, i realise it's just a Big Fake

 

I voted for drugs, but I meant cigarettes. I don't understand why people start smoking them. They don't get you high or buzzed. They make you sick. They make you smell and your teeth yellow. Plus, they can kill you...
I just don't understand. Not one person has been able to give me a legitimate reason for starting. What is the attraction? I mean, seriously, people don't even LIKE them until they get addicted (then the excuse is that they calm their nerves, which wouldn't happen if they weren't going through withdrawl from the last time they had a ciggy).
I know this sounds like I'm trying to preach, but I'm not. I really don't understand...
Anyone care to explain?

 

theyre excellent after you get high.

and they do give you a head buzz.

as far as addiction goes, Id never let myself get to the point where I NEED to buy more.

I only take them when someone Im with has one, and considering I'm 14, that isn't often at all

 

I'll put $20 on you smoking a pack a day by 16.

 

The Bush Administration!!!

 

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drugs along with crappy parenting and a racist school leveled me out man. i start seeing shit
but now all that shits out my life i am studying law

oh yeah christianity the biggest heap of sh@@ none of it makes any sense.

how could for so many years there be no female priest stupid sexism and racism in religion

 

I dunno.... I think of mind fuck as a positive thing... so I'm saying drugs... I've only tried pot, but it's really fucked with my mind... Soon to graduate to shrooms or acid.

 

one word my friends... salvia

 

For me it was 5 years of drug addiction and a long spell in jail for someone else's crime.

 

same for me except it for me it was when I got my first job instead of middle school. I was 16 worked at a grocery store and was treated like shit.

 

My parents were great, still together, great with children. But I cannot stop feeling shyte when I'm near them, I fear the repulsion and dissapproval in their voice. I am constantly mind-fucking myself to prove my worth to them. I am never doing the right thing. I figure I can coast until I get married and have babies......then I'll have done good in their eyes.

 

hey blackbird singing My son skewed up. he got on drugs in his teens, hes free now. I love him now as much as then. dont beat yourself up. There your parents and they love you. they once screw up no doubt. but you will not see this till you are a parent. take it from me. do your best in life, and they will be proud of you. just be you

 

Making somone else rich fucks with my head when I'm at the workplace and I deveolpe a bad attitude towards management. I absolutly hate making the rich richer. So, I've purchased an industrial quality ($600) silk screen t-shirt printer to start making my own T-shirts for sale.... So in other words don't just complain, do something about it....

but ya still trapped at my day job for now.....


Mike.

 

gyva02 you and me both man, thats why Im trying to get my own business going, good on ya