for the past 5 days ive been in the most depressed mood ive ever been in. nothing cheers me up. music, playing guitar, even talking to my boyfriend doesnt seem to help. I cant even figure out whats making me so sad. Theres a number of reasons. Just stressed at school, im not sure when im gonna get my period, and im just sick of being alone. If i dont cheer up soon im afraid of whats going to happen to me.
aww you sound like you are having a pretty shite time - its proberly just your hormones which sounds little but believe me when im pissed at the world - there is nothing to settle me down, when im upset nothing as well - it will go away (if thats what it is) if you dont think it is that there has to be something that have upset you - its a bit tricky finding out what lol but when you do it will all become clear xXx
Gee...I've Been Constantly Depressed for 11 Years... Haw... Like there's a Hole in My Tooth...Hmmm... Fuck...Pain...Bleugh...Pressure... But Hey...Everything Will Turn Out All Super...Yup...
aww i'm so sorry hun, i hope you feel better soon.. just don't do anything stupid, things might be bad right now but you'll get over it and everything will be just fine i suffer from depression but it doesn't really hit me like big time more than a few times a year. but it's always there.. like right now i kinda feel like cutting myself again.. i don't know why, nothing bad has happened.. but i know that it won't do me any good so i just try to stay strong. don't worry, things will get better *big hug*
Im sorry your feeling down but I can offer a bit of reasoning, I see your 16, a young adult. The hardest thing for the young making the transition into adulthood is this, when your a kid you expect everything to be fun, but in reality when your an adult fun, and things you really enjoy are few and far. You will snap out of it......try doing somthing you dont normally do, change up ur pattern of life and see if that helps.
a friend of mine has warned me for the last 7 years that October is the worst month of the year...im starting to belev she has an accurate theory
i dont know...just bad shit happens...perhaps its because the end of the year is drawing closer and the energy of a new beginning has faded and left a btter taste... or maybe just because..
