I want more out of life......

so it is time to grab the bull by the balls........ i want so much more out of life and i have had enuff of the bullshit...... where my peice of the pie...LOL anywhoo what do you guys want out of life that you have not yet experienced..................​

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i want to travel the world, i want to find something to beleive in, i want to teach my children to live a simple but rewarding life, i want to learn to play banjo.............​

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just a few :H ​

 

I want to be nineteen. But I have to be somebody's mom instead. Which doesn't suck all the time... And I want Mr. Bitchen to go back to being the awesome guy he was when I met him and stop trying to move to Arizona. I also want him to leave so I can go ahead and start moving on, because I know that first thing won't ever happen.Dreams only set you up for disappointment! That's what I've decided, at least.

 

I want to pick trash from all the dumpsters behind Wal Mart.

 

i want to move on from this marriage with minimum trauma for the kids, and maximum peace with suresh. i want to stay his friend, the same way i stayed friends with dave.

i want to put a lot of shit behind me.

i want to get the FUCK out of rochester. i want to go somewhere where there's some kind of opportunity for me.

i want to work for myself, doing something creative that makes a difference.

i want to travel, with the kids.

i want to learn how to grow stuff without killing it. i want to learn more about organic agriculture.

i'd like to learn how to sing and play an instrument.

i want my own space. i'd like my own studio where i could draw, paint, sew, and create. i'd like to be able to at least partially support myself & the kids with my creativity.

i'd like to learn weaving, felting, papermaking & other fiber arts. i'd like to learn jewelry-making, especially silversmithing. i'd like to get a kiln & learn more about ceramics.

i'd like to learn shamanic tattooing, piercing, massage, reiki and/or herbal medicine.

i want to study a martial art. maybe aikido. i want to take yoga classes again, too.

in a perfect world, i want to live free and independently, maybe a homestead, where i'd grow organic herbs or something, continue homeschooling the kids, and providing homes for abandoned cats. maybe start the intentional community with my best friend that we always talked about. but first i have to learn how to not kill everything i plant.

 

"i don't want a pickle
i just wanna ride on my motorcicle
and i don't wanna tickle
i just wanna ride on my motorsickle
and i don't wanna di
i just wanna ride on my motor psy kllllll ..."

"watta you want from life
an indian guru and a ..."

urg well what I want 'from life' is:

"12 acres and a pickup truck
a self contained trailer
and oh what luck
two garden sheds and a septic tank
and i give the world for the gods to thank ..."

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I want to live a life with a purpose, and also, be able to travel the world.