I'm a small tiny step for everyone else but a HUGE step for me.... I'm gonna tell my sex buddy that I want more. If he does not feel the same, it will be over. I've outgrown this stage in life, its time to change. If he does not feel the same I'll be embarrassed, dissappointed and a tiny bit hurt but I think I am strong enuff to risk it. You guys have no idea.....this is a major step for me. Be prepared if my grinchlike little heart gets crushed, the posts will be highly depressing
i think thats great!!!!!!! I would love to have the guts to take steps like that every day, and i dont consider myself shy or unable to say what i want. so yeah, good luck with that! dont get sucked back in either hahaha take the step and then stay there Love Amanda
well I did it.....and he doesn't feel the same. I'm so tired of hearing that I'm pretty and funny but then nobody I want wants me..... This is why the whole sex buddy thing started.....I got tired of being hurt.....I figured I'd be alone the rest of my life...so I decided to shut down my heart....I guess I was right the first time.......I won't try again.....this time...no sex buddies.....I just be alone....and get used to it....pain sucks
Every time I made the commitment to myself that I would be alone. Without the encumberment of a romantic partner or fuck-buddy what ever you wanna call it, I found that every other part of my life kind of ironed out any problem I was having.. Even some of them I was not aware of... Sex messes shit up sometimes. God knows it has for me. Sometimes a little down time is good. Get the batteries in your heart charged up. You're gonna be fine.
so I have decided to end the sex buddy relationship....I haven't told him yet.....but today...after he shot me down.....he pays attention to me all day, telling me how good I look and stuff......wtf?
Guys are retarded. Just humor them. I've given up on them completely. Pretty much... I might go for a little fling one of these days.... if I can ever get anyone to look at me. Good luck finding someone, if you really think you need to. You're probably better off alone.
