and i'm spending it all alone...my parents are outta the country and my brothers never home...i have no real friends to celebrate with and the truth of the matter is that i'm having my quarter-life crisis...i turned 20 today and i havent slept in 3 days because of it...i'm freaked outta my mind that i'm not a teen anymore and...i dunno...it just sucks to turn a year all alone...fuck 20
i thought i was going to have a freak out when i turned 20 as well but i was so glad when it came around, glad to say goodbye to my teen years its a new beginning, a fresh start to a new decade in your life, be happy and by the way, birthdays are overrated, they are bound to go wrong somehow.
18 & 19 may have been my worst years-at 20 it started to get better, for a while...still rough times ahead of course-there was one birthday, cant remember late 20's, early 30's, when nobody remembered-no cards, calls, zilch-but you get over it. celebrate yourself-lots of kids would have loved to make it to 20 and never got the chance. happy day.
It's just a number Igrowzmetrees. It only means whatever you say it does. To me "20" sounds like you're old enough to take off in any direction you want to go and young enough to get away with making as many mistakes as you need to. Anyway happy birthday man "20"..."80"..doesn't matter. Nobody starts getting old until they spend more time looking back than looking ahead.
people don't assume you know as little at 20 as at 18...... fuck I am so tempted to lie about my age just so as to be taken seriously in some cases...
I don't think you know what you are talking about, try again when your 20 . 20 isn't so bad, wait till you're old like me. Just kidding. I know I don't know everything, but I can defiantly say, don't be in a hurry to grow up. Enjoy every moment you get. Oh, and happy birthday.
thanks for the pick me up every1...it wasnt so bad after all, at like 8 P.M. three of my cousins surprised me and took me out to get drunk...but i still stick to my words...Fuck 20
