ever wonder what the hell is wrong with you?

i dont know what the hell... i usually put a fair amount of energy into communicating kindness and sincerity to people ('irl' mostly) but lately it seems like people are taking me wrong... like this cop at a court appearance i had... he was really nice but i was really tired and he acted like i didn't care that he was trying to help me... i totally did... i was just tired so i didn't do a very good job acting like it... and things like that have been happening lately... people keep not listening to me too... like when i tell a co-worker that i was told i don't need to do this one thing... they're like, no do this... n i'm like... aight...


shit's just all complicated lately and i think i'm too distracted to communicate clearly.. it's kind of unnearving when it keeps happening.. it's like people are refuseing to do their part of understanding...


yea...

wtf... is all...

 

that made entirely no sense.
what are you complaining about?

 

yeah that's all.

 

i would say so and say this thread is proof of that...

 

Something must be in the air. I think people, including myself, have been out of whack lately. Is there a full moon?

 

i'm so out of whack that I dont even recognize myself

 

i love making sleep deprived, beer buzz comedown, smoking too much posts when i can't find anything better to do at 5am.

lol this thread does start out as a prime example.. sure, i didnt-and don't-put much energy into correct paragraph structure and such but it's totally comprehendable. i read a lot of poorly structured posts and have to give them only a second of thought before i know what they're saying... it's not hard.








i'm gunna go make some mochi.

 

i blame the cold
we all know its coming and were all kind of uneasy about the inevitable

 

ugh i know...

i live in minnesota...
it's getting cold now
everytime i think about the winter months i get very sad...
i dont think i know anyone else who gets this depressed about winter

i hate it so much
it's like nature suddenly wants you dead and you must protect yourself at all times...

and then there's the driving...
heating up the car
scraping windows
gettting up 10-20 minutes earlier
ice on the roads
snow drifts and snow banks on streets-wich can be fun but it's totally not worth it.

and i need the sunlight... i get so depressed when i don't see a healthy amount of sun..



although... if i had a snowmobile... i might feel different

 

I see your young, and all I can say is welcome to the real fucked up adult world.

 

I know what's wrong with me.......

 

If I figured out what was wrong with me, I'd probably be depressed.

 

nah that's not it. these are situations that i'm accustomed to but things have been seeming off. besdes, i'm over it now... maybe it was mostly pms... i was probably just being too sensitive.

and fuck this 'adult world' concept. i will reject it untill i'm finally free of it. one can be an adult and not play that fucked up game.

 

There's nothing wrong with you. You just suck at life.

(Don't think because you're my vice president that I'll stop dissing your sorry ass) :X

 

Don't be suprised if as you're body guard I'll be assuming you're bulletproof.

 

doesnt sound like anything is wrong with you

 

We must of all been picking up the Earthquake that went down yesterday.

 

well, if you're acting in such a way that court appearances are neccesary, somethings wrong already...then, don't 'act' like you care or want to be kind or whatever-BE this, DO this, don't 'act'-but dont expect other people to care, or want to communicate in an acceptable way, because most won't...the whole worlds tired, thats no excuse...