stimulants or depressants

If no one around me gives a shit, I love stimulants (E, specifically). Unfortunately, the very visible physical effects (bugged out eyes, flushed skin, etc.) make it impossible to roll discreetly.

I used to do a lot of OC a couple of years ago, and that was great because there's really no way anyone around you will know you're high. If I wanted to do it around my parents, I'd just say I wasn't feeling well and go lay down and enjoy the ride. That's impossible for me to do on E. Therefore, I'll go with depressants.

 

I love lazy highs. I won't turn down an upper tho. I just have a blood pressure thing, and when I do uppers, my legs and feet get really, really cold, sometimes accompanieid by pain.

 

generally i like depressants more. The only stimulant that I use is coke. But thats every once in a while at a party or something. Depressants are just very relaxing, and nice.

 

Oh, geez, Dude! That's definetely a serious thing. Poor circulation in your feet can cause gangrene. Be careful!

 

not true at ALL!!! its definitely very easy to notice if someone is on opiates if you know what to look for. droopy eyes sometimes, as if they were stoned sort of....more consistantly though youre eyes become much more sensitive to light, and you get pinhole pupils even if you're sitting around in the dark....you know people are tripping or rolling because of their mode of speech and the big pupils....you can tell people are on opiates because of their slow, sometimes slurred mode of speech and their rediculously TINY pupils! plus addicts are even more easy to pick out....usually pretty skinny, dark under the eyes....

but i mean i've known people to shoot dope, eat pills, smoke/drink/eat opium, whatever, and i've done opiates myself and checked my eyes in the mirror....trust me, people CAN tell if they know what to look for...

 

downers are the way to go. i hate being up all night from an amphetamine binge. sitting back, and relaxing on downers is the best. benzo's and opiates are a preferred choice along with sedatives

 

There's nothing in the world better than eating some alprazolam before a blunt.

 

yeah, sleep is one of my favorite passtimes, and i hate the feelings stimulants usually give me, unless they have a psychedelic side to them (2C-B, 2C-E, MDMA)

so a downer is great, i like to take something to chill me out, make me good and relaxed, then stay up on it for a while and then when i'm good and tired just drifting off to sleep

so pleasant!

 

i fkn hate sleep unnless i have to.. i guess i associate sleep with insomnia though... i prefer not to have to go to bed at all lol

i just feel theres achievement in being active and tlaking as opposed to sitting back and feeling good

i guess ive not reached the stage of a blabbering tweaked up fool

 

downers. completley. i love them. i've always wanted to try herion, see what thats all about. but, yeah, i hate uppers. Whether or not its actually the case, i feel like i have a lot less control, and it makes me scared. im easily scared and/or paranoid.

 

probably not lol....bill, i know we've had disagreements before on these forums, but i gotta say in general i think we're pretty well matched in terms of intelligence/whatever, but we just seem to always have the opposite opinion on lots of things, particularly what we find pleasurable in different drugs! i dunno, i almost think its kind of funny how many rediculous arguments we've gotten in over stupid little things (i.e. the tobacco joint post!) when really i think we're probably not too very different except in our preferances....

anyway, i used to love staying up all night writing or whatever on adderall, ritalin, anything.....i hate it now, and nothing is better (imo) than being relaxed and enjoying myself.....i find i'm no longer more productive when i take stimulants, just way more jittery and irritable and uncomfortable....

not to mention sweaty...yuck.
and when i take speed, i can't get it up for about a day.

 

i dont as much mean productive in terms of conventional work lol, the irony of ritalin was that i studied better when i was on the down (further down than normal) than the up. but i managed to discuss a lot of things when i took it a few times, and descovered a fair amount of stuff. buyin some today but hopefully ill be able to write some long essays for exams next week instead of playing computer games

 

yeah, i meant writing like essays, poetry, whatever, not necessarily things i consider hard work or anything. though yes, it was great for getting schoolwork done. i just loved to write when i was sped up. and talk, but i got real bad dry mouth so i prefered to write lol.....but yeah, can't take that stuff anymore, hate it....i still have ADD or whatever, but i just couldnt bring myself to take it to study.....maybe i should get a script again though and sell the pills....or trade them for something i like, like downers lol

 

or just mail them to me

 

now why would i want to waste money on filling a prescription and international postage just to give you free drugs?

 

dunno just seems like a good idea

 

Well, I don't know many people who know what to look for with opiates. Anyone, even an untrained eye, can tell when someone is tweaking. And if I'm on an OC, chances are I'm probably enjoying it quietly in bed. If I'm on E, there's no way I'm going to stay in bed.

The only kids I know who've gotten caught for OC only slipped up when they could no longer hide the huge financial loss they were taking (one guy sold his car!). Meanwhile, I've known probably fifteen kids who've gotten caught on E/coke/crys, just by being confronted by their parents while coming home late at night. It's almost impossible to hide.

 

all action- related things can be hidden for pretty much any drug. but physical symptoms cant.. im sure there are drops that make your eyes less dilated though?

 

My problem is that my actual eyes get really wide, not just the pupils. It's pretty much a dead giveaway.

 

one thing im pissed off about though is that without weed, uppers can suppress appetite whenever tehre seems to be delicious food about