Why do we as humans forget or refuse to comprrehend that love and majik is mechanical. I was cold and depressed before i met my love because i realized this and knew it. Now that we have broken up i am back there. Love is such a powerfull mechanism. It will warp your thinking. I belived in love when i was apart of it. I was caught up in the majik. All i want in my life is a "story book love". some thing with grate meaning. which i thought i had. I just cant perceive finding someone elts and haveing such a fairy tale love with them. Am i some one who needs to get ones head out of the clouds and into cold reality? Im finding my self lost again, but this time im much deeper in the forest and so much more confused. My feelings are tangled up. Please help me! if you would like to know more about my relationship then go here: http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=115343 Thank you so much for reading this. let peace be with you~
First of all I'm sorry that you are hurting right now, but it will get better. Second, if you were depressed before you found love, and you all of a sudden were happy with this love that you found, I hate to be the one to have to tell you this but you were probably not in love. And if you were it was not healthy. Needing others to define your happiness is not love dear. Third, and this is really gonna burst some bubbles... there is no such thing as story book love. There are no fairytales and everything doesn't have a happy ending. Stupid fucking Disney and their fairytales {sarcasm}. Seriously though, life isn't perfect, love is most certainly not perfect. None of it is under your control Give up controling things. You can't make people love you and other people can't make you happy. Figure out what makes you happy, don't chase after this ideal that you have in your mind of what love is and just let it happen. Things turn up in the strangest places and usually when you aren't looking for them at all. If you really are depressed then seek out some help. The only way you will be able to love and be loved the way that you want is to get help with that depression because you have to love yourself (as cliche as it sounds) first. Take care, Jen
thanks cutelildeadbear.You make sence. But i do know that i was and am in love with her. I know that realation ships are not perfect but thats not what i ment when i said story book. I just need some one who has deep thoughts and wants a lot of meaning in a realtion ship. So many people seem to have shalo relation ships as bad as it might sound. I just need someone that can put the majik back into my life. Because all i have now is my music. and i just need somebody to sing about. thanks again for posting. peace~
that is an unoriginal quote that my old counsler told me. I have know idea where it comes from or whos mind from which it was born. But it is a very true quote. i think i auota take from it too. well have a good day~
heh ok i belive in love again and im not sad. i havent found new love yet but ive relized that i will, someday. peace love and hugs for all~
