I forgot how good it feels to skip school.

A friday off....just what I need.

 

aaa highschool
i miss it...
ih wait, no i don't...

 

really? i miss high school. but i like college a lot. i forgot how good it feels to smoke pot. i haven't done it in like a month. happy friday!

 

it feels even better to drop out


college that is...high school wasnt to bad

 

oh highschool was hell to me
i don't know college yet coz it only starts in a week's time..i'll see..

 

why would you pay all that money just to drop out? plus you get to pick your classes. i love college. i especially love philosophy and psychology

 

well with my situation, the major i wanted at first wasnt at all what i needed to do what i wanted to do in life, so i switched that...then i got this realization that i really have no idea what i want to do in life, so i thought all of my classes were basically pointless, and it was far to late to switch into different classes...


plus the people there were the absolute worse to be around (big nasty basketball loving, mainstream country music listening guys who are loud and obnoxious and who i could never in a million years friends with...), and the place it self wasnt glamorious...just everything about the place made me miserable, so i just had to drop out. It was like prison...

but luckily the tuition fee was very very small, concidering it was a community college, but i think i will have to be repaying that ($950), but i dont mind, its better then being in hell

 

That's too bad....sorry you had a bad experience in college.

I don't know what I'm gonna do after high school. Maybe I'll just move somewhere and forget about school for a bit.

A couple of my friends plan to move out to washington state, so I'll have to ask them how it is out there.

 

thats a pretty damn good reason. i dont know what to major in yet either. im thinking psychology because im doing awfully well in that class. but i dont want to be a psychologist, i want to be an english teacher. but $950 is still a shit load of money.

 

I'm sorry for that, that must've been very very shitty ..
I hope you'll find the right college full of cool people not of
mainstream country - basketball guys ...

 

So what are you going to do now?

I skipped my German class today... it was fun. I just lay in bed instead.

 

my plan for until at least next summer, is to just get a minimum paying job (concidering thats the only kind i can get...) at a restruant, cause im quite interested in becoming a cook, so i thought perhaps if i became just a dishwasher, i could see what it would be like inside the kitchen, and perhaps that is the kind of career i want to pursue. im also going to see if i can get some coffee shops or restruants that i can play at to get a little extra money

If i dont think working in a kitchen is right for me, then i will look for another job, perhaps at a flower shop...im not sure. I might go back to a different college once im sure i know what to do

if only it were as easy as getting paid to play music for the rest of my life...and i mean creating good music

 

That's a pretty good plan.

Were you living at home when you were attending college?

 

naw, i was in the dorms. That may of been the main reason why i hated it so much...but even if i did move into an apartment, i dont think it would of changed much

 

If I have a bad experience at college, I don't know what I'll do. I'm probably depending on it too much to form my life. I might have to get over that state of mind.

Change is all I need. Wherever I go, whether it be college or not, I just want change.

 

I am skipping a class right now, I already know most of the shit the proffessor is talking about, and they wouldn't let me test out of that damn thing.