well, lately i have been really high and low. some days i am soooo happy that i can't stand it while other days are complete and utter shit. today is one of those days. i just feel so sad for some strange reason. it could be because my boyfriend lives 12 hours away but most of the time i am fine with that seeing as how i am moving there (chicago) in a month. maybe it's the crappy town i live in that gets me down. i don't even know. all i know is that i need to feel better because sitting in my room sulking is getting old. today is just a shitty ass day. :/
We all have those periods. I wish I had better words of wisdom for you. All the advice I can offer you is percervere!!!
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really? I mean...I actually respect your thoughts scholar warrior, but normally I would write that stuff off. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
hey, I'm sorry to hear about that. the same thing happens to me all the time too so i can relate to how you feel. who knows, maybe things will get better for you when you move to chicago. just try to stay optimistic about things and like crummyrummy said, percervere! i hope things improve!
uh, doesn't that sound a tad like a bi-polar disorder? Same thing happens to me. Although there are no gray spots, just black or white, really happy or really sad
thanks for all of your support. it's slowly getting better. yes. i always thought that i might have bi polar disorder but i really don't know what to do about it. i don't want to be on medication but if i must, i must. i just don't want to have these extremes anymore. the high is GREAT but the low is so shitty. man. thanks sweeper!
Does your mood change with the weather. Sometimes if it is a shitty day you will be a lot more down than when it is real sunny, and vice\versa. That is how i am sometimes, but i am not a depressed person. And isnt bi-polar when you will automatically snap and get pissed off for no reason. Peace & Love
When we look back on this day and age, we will notice one thing as a huge mistake: Psychiatrists diagnosing teenagers with mental disorders such as bi-polar disease, manic depression, etc., etc. This is bullshit. Teenagers have mood swings, teenagers get depressed, teenagers get suicidal. It's just hormones. I've spoken with many adults who said they faced the same mental issues I face today, and said that it faded without treatment or medication. And I've also spoken to a few who did get medication and treatment, and are worse off than those who didn't. My advice to you is this: Always remember that tomorrow is a new day, and the mental issues you face today will only make you a stronger person in five years. And no matter how tempting harming yourself in any way may look, don't give in. It'll just become something you regret when you get over this. Do not think of what you want now; instead, think of what you need tomorrow.
actually, bi-polar disorder runs in my family if you must know. my mother and grandmother have it so i'm not just some "suicidal", "depressed", or "hormonal" teen. in fact, i've never been suicidal. thanks for the advice though.
Suicide runs in my family! Yaaaay! Actually, I've been having a lot of problems lately, myself. I always had the teen angst, of course. I didn't really feel any depression after I had my baby, but about 6 months later, I really started feeling down. Then I started birth control, and I think that gave me a lot of mood swings and kind of accelerated whatever kind of depression-thing I was having already. Now the guy I've been with is moving and leaving me and it's all coming to a head. I just feel awful. But I think it will pass. Once he's been gone for a while and I've had time to calm down, it should go away. But I just always have this kind of sick, heavy, nervous feeling in my stomach. It makes it hard to eat...... like, I'll be starving, but I can't take more than a few bites sometimes without feeling like I'm going to puke. And I've noticed that I'll just get really mad over things that aren't really that big of a deal and I think I'm going to kill someone. Maybe I'm going crazy.
