Fucked Up Now i had me a lover it lasted awhile loved her body, her mind her soul and her smile she inspired me with her charm and her style but she buried her sadness we were both in denial she needed a change and walk out the door and i didn't stop her i just stared at the floor i couldn't pretend i couldn't ignore that maybe she just didn't love me no more i'm ragged and tattered i'm torn and i'm frayed i'm fed up and fucked up and sometimes afraid that maybe in time these feelings will fade and i won't regret the decision she made it looks like just maybe it's come to an end it's hard to accept and to comprehend how can i forget her how will i transcend when i've lost my lover and i've lost my best friend
