sometihng i wrote to an x boyfriend i dont think its very good but i like to hear others opinions you have told me over and over again that im ugly and im a stupid bitch, and you will kill me if i leave you you have put me into the hospital multiple times then tried telling me you love me you have made me think for so long that im worthless and deserve to die you have sat by and watched as drugs took a hold of my life and i sank under well you know what im not putting up with it anymore i know now that i am who i am and dont want to change for anyone but me not even you and that i deserve to live i know that if you actually loved me you would not abuse me i know that whatever happens if it dosent kill me it makes me stronger but now im leaving and never again coming back to you cause i know whatever you say it will still will happen again but you know what... i forgive you
