today i broke up with honeyhannah

and she was already in alot of pain
so I am basically a mean jerk
but I couldnt hold back my feelings
so she is still living here
but I am looking for somewhere else for her to go
I think I am better alone and plan to never seek out a relationship again and I think that she could find a much better boy friend than I am.

 

Isn't she pregnant with your child?

 

well i hope it was for the best of both of you and the two of you find happiness soon

 

woah.. pregnant? and moved down to be with you, right?... ouch... i'd freak out if that happened to me...

 

She had a miscarriage.
Now I will not have sex with her for fear of impregnating her.
We are chatting right now trying to figure out whats going on.
The pain of the miscarriage is making her extremely depressed so I am doing my best to not make any major decisions right now about our relationship.
Perhaps it is the pain of the miscarriage that has driven me into depression as well. I do not know. I am staying open-minded.

 

woah woah, give yourself a chance to snap out of it, bug man of all people gave me that advice when i was going through some shit, and it turned out to be dead on.

 

Wow, I'm sorry. I hope I didn't bring up too touchy a subject.

 

bug man has also given me good advice....

 

No it wasn't too touchy a subject. I'm not hiding or repressing anything.
Don't you live nearby anyway? Why haven't you come to do yoga with us?

 

You live in Sacramento, right?

 

that dosent seem like a good idea.... hasty descions are usually not the wise ones

 

yea in the sac

 

the fact that you clearly did love each other at one time at least
means that you owe it to each other and the universe to give it 2 weeks
and to try to repair things

i love your love
and don't want to see it end

i really dont want herba to be single
fighting with your lover, having problems
that is life
life is learning lessons

is this dropping out of the school of love?
to do what?
maybe your love is music?
i dunno, you decide and keep me posted on what is happening

 

(((((honeyhannah)))))

Well, the way I see it is this...
If you can see yourself with another woman,
you should talk to her about it.
It you feel she is your lifemate, meditate on it.
If you feel you should not be a householder, you are mistaken.

Namaste.

btw/ I love you both

 

She needs you to hold her.

 

thanks for the tips wise guy

 

seriousness or sarcasm???

 

Serious sarcasm! LoL.

 

ahahaha....lets not give me an answer.....
thankyou muchly....

 

Sarcasm since he knows nothing about us practically.... seriousness since that's true.
Wait, though. Thank you!