2 months ago i had this very scary dream. I was back in school again. In the hallway i heard a woman crying i came to help her. When i saw her, she was totally deformed and was crawling on the ground eating food with mud. She had some kind of flesh hangin from her feet. She told me that was her son. Then she grabbed me and didn't wanna let go. i started running and her hand was still pulling me to her. A month later a had this other dream. I was in the woods and saw this little girl playing with monkeys. But the monkeys were flat. I tried to touch the girl, when i was reaching for her, this arm fell over my head, it had long nails, and it had frases written under the nails like, " you killed me" , "because of you im here" , "damn you" and when i looked back there was a deformed man trying to grab me. he was pale and had scars and blood all over him. Three weeks ago the doctors told me that my 5 month baby which i was pregnant with, had no brain. I lost him two weeks ago. know, do you people think this was all related? or it was just coincidence.
Barbarella, in the end it is always what you make of it. But oh how far will you go. Yes there is a special connection with the unborn child who only came for this experience to fulfill what is his own, that you tapped into in your dreams. You also met your own questions about life, passage and the wonder of being, and the strange side of how sometimes it is offered and presented. You met your own wish to fully accept and embrace what is. And there is the open door to the other side where you stand on the thresholds of your own becoming, that the child helped you to find. To gaze in wonder and awe and know that letting go, yet fully loving all those you met in dream and life is what you came for, and will take you on. And oh how far ... I hope this helps.
my friend ....your words r wise... these past weeks have been dificult...i wanted that baby more than anything...the same day that i was told it was a babyboy, hours later they said he was not compatible with life... It's so hard to let go of him... thanx.
Did you take drugs during your pregnancy? Those people in your dream could your would be babies's departed relatives. If this is true, do not fret too much. The best thing you can do, is give your next prospective baby the best possible chance by not taking drugs and eating healthy foods. May God bless you and your next baby!
does sound quite related but i would not tell you for definate as ofcourse i cant be sure i think ive had a few dreams like that, i wont get into detail but when the event happens the dreams stop until annother comes along Im never sure if its a coicidence or not, one in particualr was very strange
Barbarella it was never said it is easy. But also it was never said these things are not worthy to be lived. Hold him in your heart and love him from the depth of your soul. Ask him to show you his wings, and unbind you. There is so much love from his side. There is so much love in you. And see you slowly unfold your own wings now and soar even with the tears that become shining stars, and together you fly. Sharing life lessons, we never are apart. With love
Hello, It is so sad to hear of loss like yours-you obviously wanted the baby. I hope all gets easier with time, as im sure it will. What i wanted to say was basically i dont believe in coincidence. I also believe that our subconscious, which is what is bein tapped into when we dream, knows all. It knows everything, even the future. And so perhaps a part of you knew. All this shows is that you are an intuitive and aware person...and Im sure you had a connection with that child. But if there is no coincidence, then that means everything happens for a reason..and so while it all seems mixed up now, with time all will become clearer, the dreams included. I hope all goes well for you in the future- Take care, Love-Maxi.Xx
Thank u all for sharing your opinions on this matter. I do agree with everything you say. For all of your words have total sense. I didn't take any drugs during my pregnancy. I stop smoking pot more than a year ago, so drugs were'nt the reason, but thanx 4 advice anyway. Today i had GENETIC COUNSELING. I was told that it was caused by a TRISOMY 13...which means an extra cromosome in # 13. They said that this is very rare. The odds are 1 in 5,000. But it happened like a struck of lightning cause the problem was not caused by the father or I. So, that's the good news...i can still have babies. I have a 7 year old daughter..and she's the light of my life....but i had very strong reasons for wanting this baby so much.
scary.... I feel bad for you Barbara... my children were taken from me but I still get to see them again, I am depressed enough just not having them near for a short time... I don't think I could bear losing them forever... none of my kids were planned, but they weren't unplanned either... we weren't on birth control of any kind but just let things happen how they were meant to happen... well we were on birth control when my daughter was conceived but that was the patch and it was new at the time so no one really knew how effective it really was... but all 3 were wanted and all 3 are loved more than life itself... so if you need someone who can (slightly at least) relate to you just e-mail me, smurfette_chick_99@yahoo.com and that goes for anyone else.
No matter the root cause of bad pregnancy, my opinion is that any unnecessary drugs ANY time is not a good thing. Some of those things can lasting negative affects. Glad to hear that you found the cause though.
I know from experience how you are feeling. i had a baby die at birth after what was a normal pregnancy. He or she is my angel. [this was before ultra sound. ] i requested not to know the sex of my baby. I have a daughter and a son. My son did not breathe soon enough after he was born. He is 35 years old now and is retarded. The baby that was still born would be a year younger than he is. Just hold on to the love you have for your lil one and know that it will become a tenderness in your heart. He will always be a perfect love for you. Smile when you think of him for his mission was complete before any hurt befell him.
