Thanks, well I havnt really left the house any for 2 or 3 weeks other than the grocery store and today i went with my dad to get some yard work equip. I gotta do something tomorow(friday) night, I am gonna call up as many people as I can to see what they wanna do.
im going through a mid-life crisis (I'm not plannin to be alive all that long ) .... I am depressed too. It's this whole thing with time. I feel like time is running out for me, I gotta figure out some way to get some talent and start using it! Plus, what's got me down real bad is my writing. I want to get published, but lately I can't write at all... my stories I once was in love with now look like shite. Nothing seems to come out of me. I feel down about my lack of talent, and also the suburbs. There is shite to do here, it's driving me mad. I just sort of lay around with the radio. Ugh. I don't remember ever feeling so fucking useless. But I remind myself that at least I'm not in school, school is a big downer. I'd rather do nothing than something I loathe. But oh, well... it ain't that bad. I'm trying desperatley to raise money for a guitar by fall, and that will make me feel better. I'll find some talent somewhere.... there has to be something I can do .... but really people, feel better. I have nothing to feel down over really. I'm young! Rock & Roll is made for me, played for me.... I might as well enjoy it! WOO HOO!!! hahaha yeah .... I seriously have major mood disorders (not a joke) . Happy to sad in seconds.... oh well, I'm 13, it happens. hahaha Feel better friends ~~peace hip folks~~~ ~~(and fuck horomones! )
You could be bipolar, I got a friend like that I live in the boonies, nobody hardly lives around here that interests me so lots of my days are spent in front of the computer or cd player. And thats cool your getting a guitar, great stress reliever(sp?) I have been playin for 3 years now, its helped out in a lot of tough times.
I've considered I could be bi-polar, but all the doctors say to wait till I get older so they can be sure it's not just that I'm 13. hey man, I'm in the hillybilly suburbs.... I know how it is. The stereo is my best friend. Hang in there man, we're still young! also can't wait for the guitar to happen.... although I'm sure the rest of the household can ..... also I'm going to a cool festival in August, so that's something to look forward to. in the mean time.... hang in and look up. Also George Harrison's "Here Comes the Sun" is a big upper ~~~peace to you my friend~~~