Mmm, i think i just needed to spill this somewhere, the meaning is pretty straightforward... A bit of background : I have a slight crush on my best friend and she knows about it, and she doesnt like me back in that way but we have a pretty strong relationship as friends. Well, in the dream, the first part is a bit fuzzy, i think we were just sitting in a car for some reason and i was in the front seat, and her and another person were in the back.. i think the other person was a childhood classmate who i had completely forgotten until that moment... they wouldn't normally have seen each other since they're in two different countries right now, so he's basically not a real person for all practical purposes. we're talking, and i see them flirting around a little, and since i have a crush on my best friend, im a bit jealous. then they start getting a bit touchy, and im like, alright, its okay, she doesnt like me back, thats alright, she can be with whoever she wants, i have no say in this. then they start getting even more touchy... before finally starting making out, and i see their hands playing across each others' jeans as they embrace each other. and i get really, really hurt... even to the point of crying. mercifully, the dream ended then and there, and i woke up, my face twisted and near crying.... and yeah... i think i just need a girl lol. thanks for listening =). if youve read this far, you rock hehe
