I am just bored with everything. Sex, drugs, music, my writing, the whole thing. As I write this is sit with a box full of every kind of drug imaginable, tons of books and Cd's. A girl who I could call and get laid by. I just need something new. Any New Englanders out there up for Something Interesting? I have no idea what it will be but I am going to break this feeling if it kills me.
Hmmm. Hmmm. Hmmm. Don't you just hate that empty feeling? They had raves at amusement parks back in the day when I was on that coast. That's gota be fun for half a minute. You Could always take up racing or water skiing or something that causes air to rush by really quick. When I'm losing my mind I drive with the radio cranked down fast and winding roads.
I think we are ignoring we are allways blissfull .. beacuse u r that conditioned to dependant on exterenal things.. you get bored them are not the only way you get iched .. here is somethink you may read in calm and i will ashure you shalll take the best advantage too to that bad feeling of emptyness. This will fill you from within through out. INTERNATIONAL SOCIETY FOR THE KRISHNA CONCIOUSS -ISCKON- you may founfd on england something cool and near u. www.krishna.com / www.krishna.org May some contact and buy some book, try to understand the way of beingfree and blissfull, with divine concioussness. That is my humble influence to this fact on emptyness. Our constitutional position is for means of enjoying. This is not artifitial inposition on the mind nor some other door for being opened, is just the truth in a gang.