i'm suffering from paraniod schizofrenic and then people tell me to explain what is happening to me its hard and diffecult until i wrote this poem: The corrupted mind: They are inside my head The Voices I can't see them, can't feel them I can only hear them The Voices They come and go But still i know they are there All the time The Voices The Voices who live inside my head They are evil The Voices They tell me things Thing i KNOW there are false they keep telling me The Voices They corrode me They live in me They feast on my mind The Voices They use my mind as playground They play with me They use me like i was a doll The Voices I don't wanna play with them They play a dangerous game A game of life and death The Voices I know the consistency I have seen it before I don't like I don't like their game The voices I will win Make them losers in their own game They must not win The voices I must fight I must believe One Day i will win over them The Voices Another from my dark hours: The dark Storm: I'm in a middle of a storm A dark storm There is darknes everyhere Their darkness The voices I have pains But i cannot move They have paralyzed me The voices They show me shapes Shapes without a body All i can see is their faces But they are molding into the shadows It is them The voices The faces starts to change I regonize them now They belongs to my friends They tell me things Evil things Very evil things The voices inside me head It hurts It Hurts indside me I feel like a have no weapon against it Not even my weapon of light can come through The darkness I'm in chains Dark chains of pain I wan't to brake free to be free if this living hell and never return...
Really insightfull..thank you so much for posting that. Someone in my family is schizofrenic which gives me a higher risk of having/getting it as well.. so I've always been kinda afraid/conscious about it. Just wondering.. do you have an explaination for yourself what/who the voices are? Like different aspects of yourself, ghosts, spirits.. it's hard to imagine hearing voices like that...
