you should be reading and excercising under 18 study university level medical texts about neurology anatomy anything. drug-u-tainment is not reasonable mexico is not a good option finish growing - then consider bending what is strong.
but it is the vine that wraps what is strong when small, that will break what it wants when growing big.
The first time I was in the woods. I mean deep in the woods with no one around. The sun was setting and I sat down on a huge log and took a hit. I didn't really feel anything atfirst, so i hit it again. This time I felt a green calm spread over me. none of this was at all visual, but sensatory. I felt the color green i didn't see it. The green calm washed over me in waves from front to back. I then heard a little girl speaking behind me, she had a very soft and unthreatning voice. At first i didnt really pay atention to the voice, but then I realized I was hearing it and it immediately stopped. I stood up quickly and began to walk around. I didn't know where I was going, but all my motions were very dilliberate. paranoia swept over me and I felt like everything was very very active as if i was in the middle new york city during rush hour. I felt motion everywere. After I took a couple of steps away from the log i turned 90 degrees and squatted. It was a much more soothing place than I was in before and I seemed to do it mechanically. And this whole time I have had an aching urge to speak and feel the words float out of me. I then heard a gong and started thinking man when am I gonna start trippin. It took me about 20-25 minutes to really realize what the fuck happened cause it was very quick.
