Marijuana effects question

i agree with you on this. whenever i have a cerebral high i feel some sort of presence in me. I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE BS! i'm not a religious person, i'm an agnostic (person who believes in a greater being that created the world but don't know which religion is the correct one). i don't know how to explain it but it feels..........enlightening. i feel i get to know myself and the world much better.

 

well , to be honest , im schizo ... and i smoke ganja ! it does affect me abit when Im sober .... but I weight the goods and the bads :

goods :
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cheerfulness
boost of creativity
playing music never felt so good
peaceful and loving
spiritually aware
philosophical thinking

bads :
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sometimes when people speak around me , they sound like someone else ( my boss ) , and rarely I hear them calling me

if you guys wannna discuss , Im up for it

 

Sure, I'm up for discussion. How long have you known you were schizophrenic? And how old are you? And how long have you been smoking weed for?

Just a few questions to get the ball rolling.

 

yeh tell us all about it.

cept going back to god, if you believe in god then you will get closer to god. if you believe in the hindu incarnations then youll get closer to them (shiva). if you believe in the yeti, then you will feel his presence when you go in the forest more. if you believe in ghosts then youll be more afraid of ghosts when you go through that abandoned building while stoned.

do you see what im getting at?

now, i dont have a belief on god since it has not been proven either way yet. i dont feel his presence but i know from past experience that its easier to live a life when you believe in a god. at teh same time, i realise that if there is a god, none, and NONE of the current religions have him worked out. and thats one of the things you should do when your stoned if your into god, workin him out. you gotta drop the confines of 'religion' and seek just reality. dont take the books word for it, take the word directly from your god by observing teh world around you. you cant palm of war as something god has simply let happen, and then decide it was gods will that wars generally end in the christian favour. caus that aint even true lol.

personally, i become closer to what is around me. i dont sense god because i dont believe in a god as such but i sense the world, and if thatsthe making of god then i marvel in gods making. if its not then i marvel even more in what can come about in nature.

so just because you get closer to god doesnt mean that there is a god, nor that people should look for god while stoned, it simply means that YOU believe in god and that your sense of your beliefs is heightened while stoned, so whatever you believe in, youll have a better time feeling and understanding it.

 

well
I was schizo since I was a kid , but wasnt diagnosed unless 1 1/2 ago or 2 years , I used to stare at the bathroom roof when I was a kid and cry because I kept on seeing a big scorpion crawling over the roof , kept on hearing people calling my name etc etc . Im 20 years old and I have been smoking weed on special occassions for the past 2 years , but I smoke regularly now . my therapist advised me not to smoke weed , but I love it for the reasons mentioned .believe it or not , im loosing weight because of weed ! and I feel pretty good about it !

 

"They tell us the same thing about our boobs. But I just busted out of a D this past November after 3 good years of smoking, so I doubt it's true"

i dont think thats true, 'they' think that marijuana use could increase fat build up in the boobular region of men (i dont know about women but it would probably be the same case and definetly not the opposite)

 

I beleave God put Herb here as a sacriment and I keep it Holey. I keep it Holey all threw the days and He blesses me for it. Everything I got I owe to God, its all His. He gives me the Herb and I keep it Holey. When I smoke Im in a church session and Im in church all day. You cant smoke the sacriment with me if your gonna be talkin all kindsa shitt bout how ya just ripped someone off or beat someone up. I find alot of kids doin this and it makes me sick, Herbs not here to teach you how to rob or steal its here to show you how to be a beter person. -Anna nother thing. You wont find God in a religion.

 

you find him up that ass' ass.


no but really, ok so when you stop smoking does the schizophrenia get worse? or does smoking sorta relieve it for a period of time after you smoke it

 

well , after I stop smoking doesnt relieve it , but it just happens (the symptoms ) quite a bit , but it hasnt been that bad in the past few days really , so Im glad !
keep the discussion going guys , I love discussion !

 

how much does schizophrenia inhibit you?

have you had an MRI yet to see if your brain has deteriorated? (that was a serious question not an insult lol)

 

well , schizophernia doesnt inhibit me that much anymore , since Im on a very powerful antipsychotic ( I have an injection every two weeds in my hip muscle , it fucking hurts like hell ) , I used to get too scared of walking the streets at night since I got scared of my own shadow and always thought people were trying to mug me and kill me etc !

yes I did have my brain scanned , they didnt come up with anything!

 

I've been smokin weed daily since i was 19 (am now 34), and haven found not major side effects. Be aware of the consequences of your actions and choose to do or not.
Doobie has changed my life - becoming a more mellow, less social person (which i've always been) but i make more effort to not get bogged down.
If i smoke at home, i still work on my PC, clean the house,et
If i smoke with friends, we are all in the same mood so no obvious differences.
I have earned a degree stoned, taught myself photo & digital skills (my job) and work daily in a retail store everyday, and still find i have more energy and motivation than most of my collegues.
Stick to the natural weed, and beware the fuck of any other chemical drugs - they DO SCREW U UP (my brother has been a cocaine addict for the last 14 years and has lost most good things in his life!)
If u are an addictive personality (heredity like me, my dad and bro), realize that u r not going to change that, rather be aware of yourself (in the most critical way!!) and make the best choices for your life.
Good luck to u all, and remember that the best and cheapest weed in the world is from South Africa at $15 per 25 gramms - most of our population smokes, no big deal.