just stuff i need to get off my chest

I dont really like my body. I am tired of christianity, I am tired of not understanding anything in the bible. I am tired of being told that homosexuality is wrong. I am tired of this computer. I am tired of church. I hate shaking hands with people that wont even make eye contact. I am tired of being told what to beleive. I am so tired of feeling guilty when I shouldnt, its false guilt like when u break a rule that u dont agree with. I am gay I cant "come out" my moms a narrowminded homophobic southern baptist. I am tired of being at home all the time cuz its summertime and I dont really wanna go back to school. It is horrid there, getting pushed around in the hall, bathroom always full of smoke teachers that dont give a shit. I even hate the bus. I hate that one song by Gwen Stefani about bananas I hate the radio........this really isnt like me Im not a whiny kid ...stuff just bugs me.....Well now I am off to question my purpose in life, thanks for wasting your time reading this

 

wow just leave your problems start walkin and never turn back!

 

I feel for you. It would be really hard to be gay and be raise in a overly religious household. I have no real advice to offer, other than I hope you know that it won't always be this bad. Someday, you will leave home and go out on your own, making friends with whom you have more in common with. Hang in there!

My bestfriend is gay, and was told her entire life that gay people are "sick". But, once she came out, her family accepted her and her girlfriend. Does that give you hope?

 

You got a good sense of humor, that last part was real funny.

 

Religion sucks hard. There's always some weird quirk with every religion that just gets on my nerves...

I'm a nature and science guy...

And that's why I'm atheits.

 

Every girl is insecure but if you feel good in the inside your the best person you can be. It does feel alot better to get stuff off your chest doesn't it.

 

Well my friend at 38 im hearing u!! i
I am also gay and was brought up in a very catholic house. But i can tell u a few things ok. 1 hs. baby its not life, u wi;ll get out and be a better person. i went thru same shit there as well. i guess hs. never changes just the faces. m2 u will be of age soon i hope and will leave the house and be on ur own. so for now grin and bear it. 3 being in the know about who ur already is what counts the most. u know ur a great person and the world just hasnt seen it yet. 4 u will find ur true love 1 day and when u do , u will sit around and laugh about the past and love your life as it is now when ur in love baby all the good things and the bad are just part of growing up. 5 u r never to old to grow up!! @38 im still growing in wisdom and my love of my life and hers too are still growing day by day!! S o my friend the good vibes will be coming ur way soon!!I promise. take care babe and I wish u all the best the world has to offer!!

 

very wise advise..
my best freind also is gay & her family is also very religouse, & just recent;ly discovered she was gay, ..it took alittle while, but her family has been accepting.. her brothers were more accepting then her mom, but eventualy her mom took on the attitude that although she religously doesnt approve, shes still her daughter & deserves to be accepted
but i also agreee you should just hold on & wait things out till your able to get out on your own & find freinds who love you for you..
you have freinds here who accept you unconditionaly..so dont worry,m thingsarent all that bad..you still have us
& i dont mind if ya whine to me anytime..we all need someone u can complain to..

hugs & lots of love