haha yea yea i remeber those days. ive really cut back, i only had a bit tonight but have stopped. i have realized that i enjoy living sober and in reality, i cant take drinking or drugs like i used to.
This is emikly here saying colenzo thats my word.... we say it everyday. Word. just said it now. saying it soon.
haha and its nice giving my liver a break, although ive been told i already fucked it up im glad we've both cut back cheers to us
yes this next shot is to that. yeah i found out that my liver is a little messed up. they told me not to worry though YET.
i havent had any of that shit in forever. after seeing what its addiction has done to my mom and countless others around me, i think id rather not take that chance. i think ive done enough drugs to fuck my mind up, particularly my right side or whichever side used to do math, lol. its not really rewarding or fulfilling for me to get wasted anymore anyway. its sordove like binge eating. your munchin and munchin that (soy)ice cream down and forgetting all your problems, and you think it tastes great and its really comforting and your munchin away. then when its gone your just like damn... not only are my problems and my ego still here but my perception and mind is totally blurred rendering me helpless to whatever was bothering me. not to say there isnt a time and place for everything, im just not about to become an alcoholic or anything close to that. its wasted and destroyed many many lives and families, but our culture so widely promotes it, wonder why.
I got shit-faced last night & fell on my head, I also fell on top of the coffee table . We started out with Jager, then Cactus Juice & wine. Feeling pretty good now too...
Hey kindwoman, why are you getting that shitfaced? that would suck. i hate doing that shit. and waht do you mean by "feel good"
I had a great time last night, regardless of whether I fell on my head or not. I mean I'm feeling good because I'm in an altered state of mind right now