guilty?

I was wondering if any of you felt this way.
I have done E about 5 times during my whole life,
and I am about to do it in about a week or two.
There was a lot of changes in my life lately and
I'm really stressed out.
I just want to get together with my friends at the house
and have a really really good time and
get right back to my hectic life.
but I feel kinda guilty......
is it just me?

 

do what you want mang, dont feel guilty unless its the 20th time this week, 19th and your fine

 

don't do it, if you feel guilty. Save it for another occasion. I am sure you will have fun whenever u decide to take it.

 

c'mon man, your over thinking it. if your gonna feel guilty then dont waste your time. how are you going to have a spiritual experiance with god or the human race or just one other person or maybe just yourself hanging on to a moral standard imposed on u by parents, propaganda, and a puritanical gove't? why do u feel guilty? whos standard are you living up too? how do you feel about anyone you know when you hear they took one hit of x? whatever that feeling is you should live up to that standard. if you feel that they are wrong on some level then dont do it. but if you dont think anything negitive at all then why would you feel guilty? lifes to short 4 that sort of thing. enjoy yourself

 

Thanks for the replies, I've decided to do it....
it's just matter of setting up time with friends
gawd~ I can't wait~~