as if life is not hard enough, we could all use a few more pricks reminding us how shitty of people they are and how much they enjoy making things harder on you. its always helpful when ones lost on the road to have some redneck tell you that your not only lost right now, but he dislikes you so much that he went out of his way to show you that hes so found he has time to fuck with you. what a bunch of shit ..whatever happened to the idea that one knows the most when he says he doesnt know? well let me be the first to say, right now i dont have a fucking clue. has the world lost all compassion and gone totally crazy? and then they try to make loving little me out to be the bad crazy guy, fuck that shit, drives me right up the fucking wall. so much learnt assumption and misintrepretation and false-reality forming, just like eeeeeverybody else, including me..i mean, i may not always be the most attentive in the moment driver obviously, but godamn, the entire system of driving is tooootally fucked. another thing that really bothers me while i am at it.. some sig i saw the other day with one of those counters, "8 months and 23 days until : i fuck your mom" how do people get off on that shit? i get queasy when people say just say shit like that to me, and im sure its not the most pleasent thing for anyone else to read either. how can one NOT be intimidated or made uncomfortable by shit like that? and what purpose did it serve? what if my mother just died and i was surfing the forums to take my minds off things? fkjasdfasdkj... call me what you will but violence and things like that bother the fuck out of me, and make no sense to me, and i cant understand why anyone would put a thing like that in their signature.... its just who i am. if your an asshole and you love being an overly honest blunt prick and saying percieveably bizarre things to people, then good for you and i hope ou have loads of fun with that. im sure the people you are overly honest too will just LOVE it too, esepcially when what your saying makes sooo much sense too. i am nothing that you think or assume i am. how can you even begin to fathom me or my life? yet devote so much energy and false assumption into this post, then probably come up with somethin tryin to fuck it up and throw me off track more so than i already am? at least i ADMIT i dont know where the fuck im going sometimes. and when i do, its not ME who has found the flow. the flow is the everthing. so much for honesty being the best policy. we just really enjoy bringing the best out in people here in random thoughts, HA.
ehh forget all that. what i meant to say basically was just please fuck off. i just needed to get that out of me, sorry to everyone who wasted their time with that and i realize it probably doesnt make much sense. but hey what does make sense? you think you might be able to help me, but only i can help myself,especially when you all probably need help with stuff too. i am smarter than you would care to believe, or than i would care to be sometimes. perhaps someday when im feeling better than right now, we can truely share and help each other? as for now, im getting out of here, not that i ever was here. peace and love everyone, stranger
