Hey, 17 isn't all that bad. I believe I think and function on a fairly high level; my open-mindedness has declouded my eyes, and I can see things in many different ways because of this. I logically analyze stuff, I don't even understand how I think exactly; I don't know whether it's a blessing or a curse. I am sure of my love for her, and her acceptance made me believe that we could travel any path in life together. I have wanted to marry her since only a short time after my 8th grade year; and I'm sure she still has some desire, as she wanted to marry me at that time also. See, that stuff is coming from a 17 year old stoner; it's the way I think.