Yesterday i broke up with my gf of 18 months. We have been through so much from fighting social services, i lost most of my friends to be with her, and numerous drug experiances together, the most memorable being 2c-t-2. But recently she has given up drugs, and is now forcing me to choose bewtween them and her :S I smoke weed everyday, and save other drugs for the weekend, but its IS every weekend. I feel like im going crazy, I have never noticed a drastic mood change assoiciated with my drug use. So, ive lost my gf, but what if i made a mistake? what if i cant find any sort of satisfaction in anything without her? If taking drugs reminds me of her too much ill have to stop that too, but i cant lose the 2 things i love most in the world.. what shouild i do???
if the state of mind you get from smoking herb makes you happier/feels healthier then the state of mind you get from being loved and giving love then keep puffing baby. but realize that if you wait to long to make this decision then your girl is going to end up feeling bad about herself because she will feel like a plant (dont get me wrong, one that i love) is better suited to make u happy.
