when ever i talk about my shit.... my problems.... and cry... i feel guilty. like a whiney bitch. it makes me want to die.
I never talk about my problems, I keep it all bottled up inside. One of these days I am going to go postal. SERENITY NOW!
haha matt. i only talk about my problems on here. it's like my secret journal. in real life- i am "perfect".
its ok every1 has problems remember that, you have a right to be heard and a right to express your feelings as all people do, your not alone other people have the same problems as you and maybe even worse so dont feel guilty its good you get your problems out there so you can talk about them and hopefully feel better about them or fix them
i hate getting whiney, too. someone always has it so much worse, and all the things i whine about are situations of my own making. i've learned to deal with the situation quietly on my own, to avoid the embarassment.
sometimes i am whiney sometimes i am just releasing. now what you do after the release is the important part. when you whine and cry and talk it out do you come to resolutions? do you learn about yourself? or truths ? without it, your suffering has been so nothing
yes, marie, i learn about myself. i am constantly learning about myself. do i change things? im often paralyzed in fear....
I feel like that sometimes too. Then I just go off by myself and cry and cry so that I wont be bothering anyone with my problems.
really? man, i'm gonna start buying the paper again. i don't want to miss that! trish, i post about my problems on occaision. sometimes people flame me, and sometimes people offer support & advice, and sometimes people make fun of me, and sometimes people just ignore me. and i don't feel guilty or hurt or angry or depressed about it, because it's just the damn internet, anyway. don't get me wrong, i love all you wonderful people, and cyberspace is an interesting "place", but you all are no replacement for my real bricks-and-mortar community (such as it is.) all you or i or anyone has to respond or react to are words on a screen and stupid little smiley faces. you can't see my face, read my body language or hear the tone of my voice. if people don't want to read my posts they can ignore them, and i ignore certain people here, too. the forums are great, they make us feel connected, but it's not real. not really real. so don't get yourself all worked up over it.
Yeah, I keep everything bottled up inside, and then occasionally, I totally freak out and get hysterical. Ah, good times. I used to freak out in high school and one time I threw an apple at this kid and started screaming at him. He had a major bruise from the apple. So in conclusion, it is good to let it out
Exactly Matt! Man, that show has warped my brain so much, I can relate it to everything and it annoys the hell out of everyone that I know I have modeled my life far to much off of it
