it has recently been brought to my attention that i could be an indigo child. my dad was telling me he has suspected it since i was very young, and it's more and more apparent each day. i feel like i could be, but i need to tap into a greater awakening to reach my full potential. old_crone, do you have any insight into this? any way to tell if someone is an indigo child without being them or even really knowing them? because it's a nice thought, but in actuality i've not thought of myself as special in many senses, aside from my trouble fitting in and all that. it would be nice to think that's due to some greater cause, rather than just social akwardness. does anyone else think they might be one? http://www.indigochild.com/ here's a website with some information.
Hi Psyche Sitting on the edge of time a woman held a box. Engraved with many designs, and symbols. She held this box to her breast, and prayed that her understanding would grow, heal her, give her the power she desired most of all inside. She only needed to believe in herself. This is what she did not know. She opened the box to discover dark blue stones of all shapes and sizes. From this moment she would call herself Indigo's child. Special in her persuit of self, and just what this would mean if she let go, and found the path to trusting herself, knowing she was special not only for her innocents, truth, and the lies she sometimes told herself...but she was special because when she believed in herself she found she could change the world..."Her World"' This was the beginning. Each life time this woman Finds a place inside herself riddled with doubts, and awkward places. She still serched for the darkness, the specialness within and the meaning of the blue stones that wrap power around her. She still waits on the edge of time for new beginings. Are you an Indigo child... we all are in many ways. Letting go of the labels we take unto ourselves, all we ever wanted to know was what is the meaning of life, and why have we come so far to open a box-( our inner soul), we hold onto. Much like pandors box its what we put our hands too that adds to the choices we make. We become our view of all the worlds we transverse through many life times. Each adding to the other as dark blue stones were hidden in an old wooden box. One reason you feel strange and awkward is the double aura that surrounds you. Most have one aura that changes in texture and colors. You have two auras much as if you are two people and a twim each finding ways to express themselves. This feels much like a walk inspirit that with your agreement is finishing a life moment so they can move on without embracing a whole life time. This is not a possesion but an agreement from the other side. you will notice awkward moments not knowing where you belong or fit in. Missing clear memories of childhood a sacred reverance for deeper truths, no fear of death just pain and insecurity, a driven feeling of looking for life or meaning in existance, belief in past lifes with out understanding or proof of why. torn between drama and detachments. ability to create your own reality, hate suffering and injustices. general feelings of lonlyness and out of place even in a crowd, hate violance and often want to become the peace maker. A book you might want to read is Who Are You by Malcolm Godwin. Its 101 ways of seeing yourself. So yes you are an Indigo child, a life that shares time with a walk in spirit or twin, and a person who holds a double aura of contradictions and feelings of seperations. The way to walk this path is not through denial or standing on the edge of time waiting for life to come to you, but by understanding you are your choices. Be true to yourself and walk in your own wholeness and wisdoms. You are wiser than you know. and this is an unusual place for a new soul to walk.
thank you for your incredible insight, aireal. you've once again put so many things into words that i have trouble accepting and understanding. but this is the first step, no? that double aura concept is interesting, as i often do feel like my personality contradicts itself. i am needy but a loner, shy but love to be in the spotlight, loving but jealous, gentle but vicious, it goes on and on... sometimes i don't know what to say or do, or why i tell myself these lies. it seems like a cry for attention sometimes, like you said before on the old forums, the pattern of needing to be accepted and understood for who i am (even if it isn't completely who i am) that i'm stuck in. so many times i feel like i'm missing something, but am overwhelmed with completeness all at once. it varies but is usually disconcerting nonetheless. i think of myself as a happy person in general, but when i start to look for the deeper meanings in things i see all sorts of little bits i want to cover up and hide, to change, and so many things i wish were there that i can't find. you're right, i tend to make my own reality, i always feel like life is what you make it, but perhaps it's not always a good thing. another thing i was wondering about is my fairly recent addiction to bellydancing. it has been a while since i've found something that i feel so completely at home with. the costumes, the makeup, the expression, the music, the culture, the people. is it something i should persue? the dance feels so natural and innate to me i wonder if it's something i was meant to do or have been exposed to before but can't remember. the group i'm currently dancing with could not be greater, and i have rarely felt so accepted in my entirety. is it possible i've found a niche with these ladies? or is it another one of my needs to be connected and appreciated that is making me think that i adore each and every one of them and that they like me too?
oh i know about the stats of indigo children and all, that's why i don't think it would be too surprising if i were one. i haven't a clue what hooping is.. dark and corrupt? how so?
oh excellent, that hooping thing sounds interesting. i haven't seen it done yet but i love hula hoops, so i'll have to look into it. i dislike the feelings of pride i feel taking over sometimes, but it's hard to balance between hating myself and being too confident. i feel fairly balanced most of the time, and try to stay true to myself. aireal, do you have any thoughts on my previous message about the bellydancing and all that? sorry to harass you! micheal, your input is definitely appreciated, i'll do my best to remain wholesome
hey psyche i just found out yesterday that i am an indigo. My mom has always said i was psychic but i didnt beleive her. There is a long story after that but im gonna spare u the boardem. But yes i do think that u r an indigo.
I had never heard of Indigo but I looked it up. Yep, that's me in a nutshell. Can't say it's been a blessing except that I have always sought the real meaning in things and not been satisfied with the surface. To that extent I have really lived my life even should I die tomorrow. May you all also seek the true meaning of things and not live in a twilight not of your making. God Bless.
I've never heard of the term 'indigo child' before, but from what i read on a website about some books written about it, I suppose it's a possibility that this is what a lot of us can be and are. I know that my beleifs and 'power' are wiiiide open. I've not been around on this board very long, but if you look at some of my posts i think you'll get the general idea about my thoughts and feelings. Several people throughout my life have stated that my aura is very strange indeed. I don't know a lot about auras, but apparently mine is standing away from my body, and varies between being stretching tendrils of purple, or a solid white mist that roils around constantly. Anyone know what this could mean? I'm totally clueless
I've been told I'm an indigo child about 3 or 4 times in the past few years. Strange it was. I hadn't a clue what it was, but when I found out, I wasn't surprised. lol.
~*very interesting! i've enjoyed this thread very much ~ thank you psyche and everyone! i wonder if i fit into this indigo? most likely... my kidlets teacher suggested that i read up on indigo children because she believes he's one ~ thanks for the links and readings y'all! indigo...indigoing...indigone...*~
i don't mind if i'm indigo or not really. it's interesting, but i just enjoy everything, especially after being a bit stressed recently, my passion has returned in one big landslide of pure astonishment. i love it
