SO, my girl left me a month ago, we were supposed to be married in July. Anyway, I helped her move, and have helped her with everything, just like I always have. One week she likes me, and the next she wont give me the time of day. We still have sex when she gets drunk and needs a place to stay, so being such a sapp, I let her use me like this. She left because my step father grabbed her ass, and I didnt kick his ass. (she didnt tell me untill more than a month after the fact). She now talks to her X boyfriend every day, who was abusive and cruel to her, and I cant help but be jealous, it drives me nuts, but I keep it all to myself.. I dont have anybody else, so that is why I am ranting here,...its real pathetic..I know. What the hell am I supposed to do? Just real depressed today sitting here at work. I know now she is not the one for me, but after 3 great years (two of which we lived together) I just cant let go. When she is happy, she is real nice, and we hang out and are like a loving couple,....when she is not, she acts like she cant stand the sight of me, wont talk to me for days. I know I need to let her go, but how?...I would rather be put through the spin cycle with her than be alone, I was alone for 5 years before her (im shy), but she is somewhat nutz, almost by-polar. The good times are so good, but the bad times hurt to much. Any advice? I know I should just move on, and someone else will come along,..Im just being real depressed today.
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