I really am NOT in control, and I am probably one of the unhappiest people you'll ever meet. but that's just one of my personalities. Also, I am mentally addicted to drugs. no fucking way could I ever stop. Phew. Good to get that off my chest.
No, I'm afraid I'M one of the unhappiest people you could ever meet. I've NEVER been in control. My life is straight from the deepest pits of hell. Good luck & good karma to you.
You both can find meaning and joy to life if you look within yourself. You arent alone in this big old world, alot of people feel the same way ya all do. Just now that right now, someone out there is this big world took enough time to read your posts and to think about ya all. God Bless
Come on guys, don't be so pesimistic, there are tons of good things in this world! Maybe you are in a low point of your life, but so what? you'll get up again. I study psychology at the "universidad católica del uruguay" and just the other day we were discussing Viktor Frankl's work at class and I think it kinda relates to this. He thought life always had a meaning, and it was our job to find it or at least to invent one. He was a prisioner in a concentration camp during WWII and he saw that those who survived weren't always the healthiest ones, but those who had something to live for. I've already talked about this author and his theory in another thread here on the True Confessions Forum, the "I'm fucking miserable" thread, if you feel like it, read it, if not, well, I just wanna let you know that I care, and I'm willing to listen to you and help you as much as I can Cheer up!
kindwoman, sweeperofdreams... Look at the rain(you are prolly thinking im stupid for mentioning the rain but read on..) Have you noticed how grey the world looks when it rains, then the next day how all the stones are shiny and the air smells fresh? You can't have this without experiencing the rain. Well... we need alittle rain in our lives to smell the fresh scent of purification and see the growth of flowers the day after the rain! So lets endure alittle rain to see some rainbows..
