and none of this probably makes ANY sense to you, b ut thats okay, just continue reading pointless garabage and ignore this,not to say this isnt pointless garbage, but i beg of you, it shouldnt be hard for you to fulfill my request, and up until now it has not been very hard. the fact is you percieve yourself more often than not, and the fact is you cannot make objective accurate projections of reality with no good intent or will, hell you cant even make them with good intent or will some would argue. sure they are a relatively okay representation of reality, but their certainly not the way ive seen it and see it. sure it sucks to see someone percieve such ugliness in your being, but its a LESSON, for both of us. the universe seems to really like what am i doing, im sorry you dont fancy it as much, and percieve it as 'lost' or whatever. i am doing fantastic in comparison to past measures, and i have grown so much, and STILL AM. im great with new souls, and i am still limited and have conidtions, huge conditions with certain things and peopleeeeee as you may have noticed with alien encounters or something. but ive made sooo much progress and im so blessed truely, to have found myself where i am right now in my life and in my place in the universe. the more down you fall the more beautiful things are gonna be when you get back up, and you learn hella much when your down too, and its good to be down than later in life? maybe this is all a huge blessing in disguise? maybe you arent perfect, and neither am i, and you cant keep giving me definitie definitions of my fucking self and the world. fact is, its an ugly world the way I!! see it. why do i truely wanna cling and be apart of that? your on your own, we all are, so enjoy the ride and dig your path whatever it may be, and if our paths are intertwined than blessed be and it will happen on its own if the universe TRUELY pulls us together!!! i dont feel thats where im at right now, i feel thats ugly as all hell right now, and i could easily probably go back into that old shallow path with all these new kind folks but im not going into that. im going into something more significant, more important than that. personal soul growth, and helping the world with what i feel it needs helpin with, and just doing my thing man, ive found a godamn thing, so would you rather me go back into total fucking uselessness and nothingness?? that is just my souls pathhhhhhhh man!!!!i really feel thats where i am at right now and if i feel i wanna go back to whatever bullshit i was into then i will eventually and that will happen all on its own, i aint forcing jack shit of that shit though. if they dont feel the love they dont feel their self, and their on their own with that regardless of what i do. ill say a prayer for them all, now that theyve been put through you as well, LOL. soo uHHh hh love yeah you can go back to reading pointless garabage now.
Listen carefully. A few strokes of the Enter key would have made this rather easy to read. Instead? You jumble it up like some fucking 2nd grader. All I see is a big pile of complaining unless it's spaced out correctly. Anal, butt true.
well, its semantics and linguistics or whatever, something im not really into, though i wont deny the added power of something arranged with real consideration, im not really into power though either.... it would be something really prodcutve to develop better though eventually, but rome was not built in a day....
I'm not sure if I am understanding the post or thread? Is this aimed at one person or everyone in general? Either way good luck. Peace rx
